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• numb and relentlessly broken (then i wake up the very next moment) by everyoneloveslucy (teardrop_onfire)

  Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
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  • Complete Work

  16 Oct 2026

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  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
  • Evan "Buck" Buckley
  • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
  • Whump
  • Drug Addiction
  • Drug Withdrawal
  • Altered Mental States
  • Delirium
  • Numbness
  • Episode: s09e15 Pick Your Poison (9-1-1 TV)
  • No Beta We Die Like Bobby Nash
  • Angst
  • Evan “Buck” Buckley’s Overlooked Mental Health

  Summary

  Beyond the rotting ant trap that has been made of his physical state, what frustrates Buck most is his emotions… or rather, the lacking of them. They are there, but not here, and he cannot access them. This drought of life is going to be what kills him.

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  In which Buck contemplates his current state while his friends pick apart his home.

  Title taken from the song, "Do Not Let Your Spirit Wane" by Gang of Youths.

  Whumptober 2026 Day 15

  No. 15: Blacking Out | Numbness | Non-Consensual Drugging
  "It took months. Months of nothing passing by."

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  • Part 1 of fics from the 9-1-1 universe
  • Part 5 of everyoneloveslucy's Whumptober 2026

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