Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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You Shine So Bright (But Let Me See Just You) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
17 Mar 2017
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First Request, Part One (First Cuddles):
The night of the banquet is nothing like last year's (thankfully, Yuuri thinks). But in the absence of Liquid Courage and the presence of his fiance, all sorts of things are tumbling around his head and wreaking havoc on his heart.
He's not the only one who's struggling with opening up in this relationship, apparently, but he'll happily meet Victor where he is, too.
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- Part 1 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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How Can You Miss What You’ve Never Had? (AKA Insecurities Suck) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
22 Mar 2017
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First Request, Part Two (First Time Being Held):
Yuuri's first week of living together with Victor is...long, mostly. It's wonderful too, of course, and living together is what Yuuri wanted, sure...but he can't help but wonder why things don't quite feel right. He doesn't know what Victor wants from him, or why his fiance has been behaving so strangely.
There's suddenly a wall between them that Yuuri, frankly, doesn't remember building.
If Victor wants something, he's taking much too long to ask.
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- Part 2 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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Disappointment (Take Me on an Adventure, Right Where We Are) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
26 Mar 2017
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Victor loves making grandiose plans almost as much as he loves his fiancé. He loves his hometown and can't wait to share it with the person he loves.
He also loves the idea of fixing the mistakes he made when Yuuri had first moved in with him. He loves the idea of making Yuuri feel loved. He's going to be mature; he's going to be romantic; he's going to be a good fiancé to Yuuri.
But Victor must have ticked off fate this week.
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- Part 3 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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So What if They Laugh at Me (And You're a Ninja)? by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
05 Apr 2017
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"Maybe Yuuri was actually a ninja. Which would be fine! Cool even.
Ah, Victor could see himself now, introducing the other man as Yuuri Katsuki-Nikiforov, world-record-holding champion figure skater and part-time ninja."
Victor can't figure out how Yuuri keeps sneaking up on him to be affectionate.
Maybe the sneaky one is actually Victor?
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- Part 4 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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Today is for Lovers (So What the **** Am I Doing?) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
22 May 2017
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"No. No, no, no, no, NO. Do not take another step closer.
Victor felt like holding his head in his hands and returning to the closet to hide."Victor should, by nature, be GREAT at Valentine's Day affairs.
What if he...isn't?
AKA the First Time Victor Feels Romantically Inadequate.
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- Part 5 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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I'd Give You Anything (But Can I Take from You, Too?) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
29 Apr 2017
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Fact: Yuuri wants to jump Victor's bones. Wants to French kiss him like a maniac.
But not today.
His fiancé, true to form, always seems to be oblivious, distracted, or otherwise unconscious whenever Yuuri wants to even try.
When Victor overworks himself at practice, all Yuuri's thoughts of Eros and not-Eros have to be shelved. It's time to take care of Victor, not think about taking from him.
...Right?
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- Part 6 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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Let’s Get Out of Here (It’s Too Loud Inside My Head) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
09 Apr 2017
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Victor loves March. He loves his favorite jogging route through the homier parts of St. Petersburg. He loves his little weed-flowers.
He loves Yuuri, too. He loves the routines that he and Yuuri are building together. He loves how safe and comfortable things feel with Yuuri.
Can he keep both parts of his life here? Can both be important? The voice in his head doesn't seem to think so.
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- Part 7 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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I Love That You Love Me (Even If It's Overwhelming) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
26 May 2017
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Victor is sure he's probably read about White Day before, when he'd been obsessively researching Japanese culture...but Yuuri had never mentioned it, so it probably wasn't a big deal.
Yuuri does, in fact, have a couple of surprises in store for the holiday.
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- Part 8 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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Catch Me (Cause We're Both Falling) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
15 Apr 2017
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"Victor preened at the sight: alluring, flirtatious, charming smile on the outside, pissed off and annoyed on the inside. He blinked and saw his face shift further, flush fading from his cheeks and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes smoothing out until his skin looked like flawless porcelain.
He looked fabulous."
Victor clings to his frustration to hide the guilt brewing in his gut. Yuuri is having a panic attack in the bathroom, but Victor is certain he can't help the matter.
Who would ever guess that Victor himself would need rescuing?
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- Part 9 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)
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Out of Order (Is There Something Wrong With Us?) by peanutbutterpianist
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
15 Jul 2017
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"Yuuri shut the refrigerator door. Stupid, stupid Eros. He wasn’t even good at Eros, for crying out loud.
Thank God they hadn’t actually tried anything in the kitchen, despite Victor’s frequent hinting, because then there’d be no way in hell Yuuri would be able to make coffee normally ever again.
Not that he was doing a great job right then anyway."
There are some demons lurking in both Yuuri's and Victor's closets that neither quite expected.
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- Part 10 of Firsts Are Complicated (Should They Be?)