vent fics by beck
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His mouth felt like it was glued shut. Not that he had anything to say; his mind was completely blank. He used what little energy he had to wrap his arm around Josh, curling in closer to him. Tyler felt like he was where he belonged. He also kind of felt nothing. Mostly nothing.
It was better to have the aftertaste of home than pain, though, so Tyler didn't quite mind the emptiness that came along for the ride.Series
- Part 1 of vent fics by beck
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He hates the feeling of being cold with a hoodie and long sleeves on, he hates how easily he gets angry, he hates the stomach aches, the sweaty hands, and the tingling sensation that sometimes goes along with it.
But he still doesn’t hate it enough to try to fix it.
He has too much pride. He’s hard-headed. He doesn’t want to fix it, because that means admitting there’s something to fix.aka another vent fic brought to you by me
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- Part 2 of vent fics by beck
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If the bags weighing heavy under his bloodshot eyes are any indicator, he didn’t sleep last night and probably wouldn’t tonight either.
Really, he’s mortifyingly tired, but he stays up at night with this pressure weighing down on him, reminding him of all the mistakes he made today, and how he’ll just amount to nothing some day. Given his circumstance, he feels like he’s trying his best, but he’s not really in the mood to beg people to understand that. So they remain disappointed, ashamed, and annoyed at him for every time he brushes off a project due next week, or how he didn’t do the homework, even though it was only five word problems.or, i write another vent fic, but this time it's about grades and school anxiety !!! whoo
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- Part 3 of vent fics by beck
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Michael Mell, Certified Bad Decision Maker by ironicosity
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
07 Aug 2017
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He knows there’s nothing to be done about it. He knows that all he can do is take a shower and go to sleep. That’s the only thing within his range of abilities that can help.
So he calls out an, “I won’t, nanay!” to his mom, and goes to take a shower.
Except, when you’re having problems overthinking issues that cause you great, crippling anxiety, you probably shouldn’t be left alone with your thoughts for very long. Especially if you’re Michael Mell, certified bad decision maker.tw for self harm/blood !! pls dont read if ur sensitive to that stuff
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- Part 4 of vent fics by beck
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my heart is like the ocean searching by ironicosity
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
27 Feb 2018
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When did this start, he wonders? When did he begin to believe those who looked down on him, and told him that he was lesser? When did he become the one who told himself that?
aka poor shinsou gets real sad at like 2am bc i like to make my children suffer
title from Aawake At Night by half alive
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- Part 5 of vent fics by beck
- Part 1 of Shinsou is Sad
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and so for today, i'll remain intact by ironicosity
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
19 Jun 2018
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He’d rather lay in the comfort of his bed, far away from all the scary things like socializing and expending mental effort. The room is empty and dark, where no noise can hurt his ears and no light can hurt his eyes. The blanket is a soft barrier between him and the world, so nothing can hurt his skin.
Why would anyone leave such a peaceful cocoon? What kind of a shitty reason is “life?” Living is awful and Shinsou doesn’t know why anyone would want to do it.title from It's Ok, I Wouldn't Remember Me Either by Crywank
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- Part 6 of vent fics by beck
- Part 2 of Shinsou is Sad
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i will let you down (i will make you hurt) by ironicosity
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
06 Mar 2019
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yep, it's me ya boi, back with another vent fic. basically: shinsou self harms. that's it. if this could trigger you, please steer clear of it.
title comes from Hurt by Johnny Cash
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- Part 7 of vent fics by beck
- Part 4 of Shinsou is Sad
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in which stan marsh acquires a new bad habit.
"Firkle’s rant has come to a close, though Stan’s not entirely sure what he was on about in the first place. He simply nods in blind agreement as if he’d been listening the whole time.
'I told that bitch to go cut herself…’
…I wonder if that really helps.
He takes another drag."title from Paper Cuts by The Boy Least Likely To
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- Part 8 of vent fics by beck