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  1. Rec *

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    “You’re killing them,” Jungwon repeats.

    A beat passes. To Jungwon’s immense surprise, the god steps back, until only his sandals are touching the ground.

    “Apologies.” The sound of his voice is startling. It is deep and hoarse, rattling from his throat as if it has not been put into use for a while. “Is that better?”

    (or: sheltered in the world of the living and numb to the life that surrounds him, jungwon learns what it truly means to be alive when the god of death, jay, stumbles upon his garden)

    gorgeous art by the talented spinatch!

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    25 Aug 2023

  2. Rec 31

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    What should have rung alarm bells since the very beginning is how every now and then, Jake offhandedly mentions that he can never truly express himself in Korean.

    “It’s not that the Korean language is lacking,” he babbles on. “It’s just that since the slight differences in the words aren’t hard-wired in my brain, I have to thoroughly think about what I’m saying more than… feeling, I guess.”

    Jay nods at that. “It feels like you can distance yourself from what you’re saying. It’s horrendous when it comes to love, especially. I can wax poetry and tell you how much I adore you in Korean, but it’ll never feel as raw as an I love you.”

    “Please, never use a translator when you’re trying to understand people’s feelings." Jake's voice sounds a bit wobbly. "Always come to us. It’d be so cruel for them, for their words." He marks a pause, for once. "It would be cruel to their words.”

    Sometimes, when he lays in bed late at night, Sunghoon cannot help but resent them. Having to learn an entire language to decipher someone’s feelings feels quite cruel, too.

     

    "Are not there little chapters in everybody's life, that seem to be nothing, and yet affect all the rest of the history?"

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    23 Aug 2023

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    Crying. I loved it

  3. Rec 40

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    Jake finds himself in another realm, and for some reason, he can’t leave.

     

    Ps, since I tag as I go, please be mindful of new tags. Some of the themes may be disturbing so please, stay safe!

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    11 Aug 2023

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    Kim Sunoo has everything. He's pretty, popular, smart, comes from a rich family and whatnot.

    But what he also has, is secrets. Many, many secrets.

    No one knows that better than Park Sunghoon, who also happens to be Sunoo's biggest secret.

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    29 Jul 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Open your mouth for me, hyung.”

    It’s not his intention, but he does notice how the words have startled Jaeyun. His eyes are wide, and so very pretty as they look intently to Jungwon. His lips slowly part, allowing Jungwon access. He presses his thumb to Jaeyun’s bottom lip again, shiny with spit after having licked his lips prior. He’s noticed this habit of Jaeyun’s, licking and biting his lips, playing with his tongue. It’s quite distracting if Jungwon thinks more about it.

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    Jaeyun gets mouth sores.
    Jungwon helps. A bit more than he's supposed to.

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    21 Jul 2023