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When a sick man meets a sicker man, he finds himself mirrored, understood; finds himself solved and doesn’t run from it for the first time in his life. But he hates it, just as he loves it. And so the sick man nudges the other, peels his shell part by part, and finds himself naked in return.
When one sick man lets go, there is always the sicker man who holds on.
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Luka doesn’t cope well with loneliness, and neither does Ivan.
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After the grueling Neo Egoist League, Bastard Munchen's manager decides their members went through a lot and sends them off to therapy.
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31 Dec 2025
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this is the kaiser that is most accurate to the one in my head and its beautifully written :") absolutely love it
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“You’re drunk,” he murmurs, low and rough. “Will you remember this tomorrow?”
“I’m not that drunk anymore,” Ness says. Looks at Kaiser’s mouth and licks his lip. “I need you, Kaiser. My head hurts—”
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Kaiser’s mid-throw, a lamp clutched over his head and aimed at the darkened television, when his phone vibrates.
helpme, Ness’s text reads.
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So he played soccer as a quiet rebellion, cast spells on the pitch with his passes, and then he met Michael. Michael, ethereally, impossibly beautiful, like a prince or perhaps even a king, an emperor. Michael, who believed in the unexplainable, who believed in his magic. And Alexis drowned, he drowned in cerulean eyes and sharp insults and a laugh he’d memorised, despite only having truly seen it twice.
'Oh shit. Maybe I AM gay.'
Or: In which Alexis desperately needs a hug, Michael gets relationship advice from Itoshi Sae of all people, and they hurt each other enough to learn that the worst (best) kind of healing comes from separation.
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someone has to leave first (but nobody ever does) by shroomyystar
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
16 Feb 2025
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There’s Sae: eyes electric blue, but there’s a tinge of the sea in them, salty, icy, beautiful. They’re too teal. Too teal for what, Ness isn’t really sure, but of course that’s a lie, as well.
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Ivan learns that Luka can be a name and an omen, if it’s attached to a pale face and deathly cold fingers.