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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    As Shane and Ilya get closer, they begin to see the parts of each other that they have always tried to hide.

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    His mother’s eyes darken with weariness Shane recognizes instinctually, a grief separate but not wholly unlike his own. A tear makes its way down her cheek, but Shane’s stay put, stubborn, cradled in his lashline like if he doesn’t cry, maybe none of this is as bad as he thinks it is.

    “Just—I just have to ask,” she says. Her voice lowers to a whisper, that ever-steady corner of her mouth wavering as her palm envelopes his cheek. “How long have you been hurting?”

    My whole life, probably, Shane thinks. I'm sorry. I just didn’t know.

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    [Or: Shane learns that skill, passion, and meticulous control aren't necessarily immunity, and that rest isn't something he's owed so much as he has to carve out for himself; sometimes with a whisper, sometimes with his pride on the line, sometimes on his hands and knees. And still, regardless, despite—he refuses to give up on this either, even if this time it means believing in himself instead of familiar schedules or rituals. Even if it means his whole life has to change to do it.

    Even if it means having to believe that he's worth that much in the first place.]

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    30 May 2026

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    Shane is hiding something that could end his career.

    Ilya is the kind of person who doesn’t stop until he finds it.

    What starts as rivalry turns into fixation.

    Because something about Shane doesn’t make sense,
    his control, his scent, the way he reacts.

    And Ilya doesn’t like unsolved patterns.

    He likes breaking them open.

    Even if it breaks Shane with it.

    Not instinct. Not luck. Not being an alpha.

    Control.

    So when he watches Shane play, he sees it immediately, something precise, something careful, something just out of reach.

    Something hidden.

    And Ilya has never been good at leaving things alone.

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    29 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    This story will be told in two parts. Heated Rivalry AU

    The first part is told from Ilya’s point of view.
    Ilya’s family is cursed to never be able to say the name of their true love. Ilya is the first person in his family to try to love their true love anyway. But at what cost?

    Part two will be from Shane’s point of view. Shane learns a hard truth about his family, magic, and the world. What is he willing to do to save the man he loves?

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    15 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    Ilya Rozanov's life has never been easy. He has always believed he didn't deserve to be happy, to have a happy ending.

    Against all odds, he's found his happy ending. He is married to the love of his life and they have just won their team, the Ottawa Centaurs, first championship cup in the history of the franchise. They are the hometown heroes, and due to some viral podcast clips, they are also beloved by pop culture. He's mere months away from becoming a Canadian citizen. There's no better moment to come out then now.

    Life is looking pretty good for the Hollander-Rozanov clan, until Ilya's past starts to come to the surface and it threatens everything he holds dear. Can he clear his name and keep his marriage together? Can he protect those he loves and those he knows won't be protected by anyone else?

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    Dallas Kent's world is collapsing around him. He's decided he's not going down without a fight, or alone.

    Will doing the right thing cost Ilya everything?

    Will the league sacrifice its best player in order to save another one?

    CW: There's talk of assault, coercion, homophobia, etc. in this fic. Please do not engage if this is upsetting to you.TY.

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    15 May 2026