AlpineDruid
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“Buck, I don’t know. I don’t know what you want me to say.”
“Anything, Eddie! Literally anything honest! I feel like we have conversation after conversation, and nothing actually gets said. I don’t know what’s changed, and I am literally begging you to talk to me! I miss you, I miss our friendship, I miss… us,” Buck runs out of steam towards the end, his voice breaking.
In which Buck can't handle the distance growing between himself and Eddie anymore, and finally tries to address it.
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“My husband does the same thing when we’re out together,” says the man.
Eddie’s mind is eerily blank at that.
“Huh?”
“Oh, I just mean the way your husband just took off, mine does the same thing. He gets distracted by something and ditches me!” The man is chuckling slightly to himself.
Husband?
Husband.
Buck?
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Buck ducks his head and chuckles lightly. When he looks up, he stares into Eddie’s eyes, his expression much more solemn, a sad pout tugging on his lips, “I wish I had someone who would buy me just because flowers.”
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In which Buck wants someone to buy him flowers and Eddie spends the rest of his life doing just that.
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Eddie is gay.
And in love with his best friend.
The thought causes a strangled cry to rip from his throat and he’s sobbing again, rocking back and forth, curling in on himself with each rock. He feels lightheaded at the admission.
No no no no no no NO.
He’d never felt more alive than when he was kissing Buck. He was held, caressed, wanted in a way Eddie had never experienced before, and had never been deserving of before. He’s not deserving of it now either. Buck kissed him like Eddie was worthy of love.
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“No, no, it’s all good man. I’m sorry I scared you, I should’ve said something before so you knew it was me. I just assumed you had talked to Maddie.”
“Wait, I called you Mads, did you not think that was weird?” Buck knits his brows together.
“Oh… I heard ‘Eds.’” Eddie stares dumbly down at Buck.
They both start hysterically laughing at that.
In which Maddie is tasked with taking care of Buck after wisdom teeth surgery. Until she has to call in a replacement. Good thing Buck has such a good friend to take care of him.
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“I gotta be dreaming.”
Buck pinches him. Hard.
“Jesus Christ, Buck.”
“See? Not dreaming.”
Eddie sends him an irritated, wary look, but Buck is getting kind of amped up, so he starts pacing around with his hands on his head.
“Okay, we’re—we’re stuck in a fucking time loop. Both of us. Um, what if it’s like. What’s that movie called? Groundhog Day! Where we have to learn to be better people. Or like a fucking. Uh. A Christmas Carol.”
“A Christmas Carol isn’t about a time loop,” Eddie adds unhelpfully.
“Okay, b-but some fantastical shit happens and they have to be better.” Buck gasps. “Oh my God, Eddie. What if we’re terrible people?”
Buck and Eddie start living the same day over and over again.
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25 Jan 2026
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ret·ro·grade ˈre-trə-ˌgrād
- being in motion in a direction contrary to that of the general motion of similar bodies
- affecting memories of a period prior to a precipitating event (such as brain injury or disease)
- to go back
After an accident leaves Eddie with amnesia, Buck takes him home to recover, and in the absence of his memories, Eddie reveals parts of himself he’s kept hidden for years.
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03 Jan 2026
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there are things i was never meant to keep (will you be another one of them?) by eurydicees
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Dec 2025
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The first snowfall in Boston that year brings several things: a heavy layer of dirty snow coating all the roads of the city; a freezing, threatening cold to the air both inside and out; all incoming flights to Logan getting grounded before they could even think about taking off; and the breaking rumors that Ilya Rozanov is fucking men in his spare time.
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18 Dec 2025
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and there’s a kind of heat (you leave behind when you go) by firelord_zutara
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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“Should I mark you here?” Ilya teases anyway, placing another open-mouth kiss to the thin skin of Hollander’s neck. “Let them all see how much fun you had tonight with your Lily?"
He expects Hollander to shove him off at the mere suggestion, or at least tell him to fuck off. Instead, Hollander lets out a low, throaty whine as he thrusts against Ilya’s thigh— the hard, hot line of his cock pressing into him like a brand.
Or: Shane's teammates think he's out spending the night with a mystery woman. He and Ilya take the opportunity to indulge in something they never have before.
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11 Dec 2025
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“You can’t tell me I didn’t pick you,” Eddie says, voice shaking, “when you never put yourself on the table to begin with.”
Buck just looks at him—tired, concussed, past pretending.
“Eddie, I’ve been on the table for years. Jesus Christ—I built the damn table. I sanded it, stained it, set a fucking place for you at it. I waited for you to sit down. Do you know what it does to a person to love a life they're not actually part of? To be allowed everywhere but chosen nowhere?”
Or, a collapsing stairwell, years of swallowed feelings, and a fight that finally forces the words out.
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06 Dec 2025