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in my youth (i pray to keep) by xolottie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is 29 years old. He knows, somewhere, objectively, that 29 is not old, that technically, he’s in his late twenties, and that he has at least six more years of good hockey left in him, at least, if he stays healthy and doesn’t suffer any debilitating injuries. But there’s something that has been scratching his brain, for the past few months, every time Ilya orders takeout and Shane refuses, sticks to his salads and his “bird food”, as Hayden so lovingly called it.
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20 Jan 2026
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He’d taken a bad fall.
He was fine.
He’d be fine. At home. In his own bed. Alone.
But as always, the universe had no problems mocking him when he was down.
Tommy had glanced up when he heard the scuff of boots at the door, his jaw clenching as the move made the nausea churn in his gut at the same time the throbbing ache in his spine pulsed in time with his heartbeat. The same heartbeat that skipped at the sight of him.
“Hey!” Tommy croaked because apparently that was what his voice did now.
Evan looked good.
“Hi,” Evan said, quiet and simple.
Tommy has a near death experience and nothing says healing quite like being taken care of by your ex you never got over.
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01 Jan 2026
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Such a Great Son and Wonderful Friend by isthatacatsherlock
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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“You’re her favorite son now,” joked Shane while Yuna held Ilya closer, and he rested his head on her shoulder, just this once letting her be his mom. He could believe it would be okay now, just for this hug. “I was just telling him that you’re going to get him a stocking for Christmas even if we break up.”
“Oh, of course. You’re stuck with me, Ilya.” He pulled away and she kissed his forehead, making him blush. “It’s going to be okay. Ready to do this?”
He shook his head. “Shane didn’t give me a choice.”
“And I’m not either. Let’s go.”
CW- Suicidal ideation, methods graphically discussed. I put explicit because of the nature of suicide discussion and because most of my fics are explicit, but there is no sex in here.
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29 Dec 2025
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When Ilya has a horrific accident on the ice, Shane snaps into action before his heart has even begin to piece together why.
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The video JJ sent was just captioned oh shit. It jumped straight to a corner battle—Boston’d had a home game against the Nomads last night. Shane had only caught the score, exhausted after his own game, but now dread pooled in his stomach. What did oh shit mean? He could see Rozanov racing after a loose puck and then a Nomad defender came in from the side with a shoulder check. Rozanov caught an edge and pitched forward just as the defender caught Rozanov at the wrong angle, sending him head first into the boards.
Shane made a high, frightened noise he’d never heard from himself before.
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28 Dec 2025
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Anyway, he thought as he drove to the rink. We were never together, and we’re extra not together now. He would not be letting that man see every inch of him and carry him to bed from his shower floor. He would not let him kiss his earlobe, which he liked to do every time for some reason. He was certainly not going to let him scan every inch of his body anymore. So whether there was something under the surface, spilled out messy guts getting stains on everything, Ilya wouldn’t know about it.
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Strong CW for eating disorder behavior and description. Content is of someone in active disorder and not in recovery, and specific behaviors and routines are mentioned.
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28 Dec 2025