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    Steve never tells anyone about Billy. He watches Max disappear into herself with grief and guilt but he can’t bring himself to tell her that he feels it, too. That he knows the loss is mixed up with hatred and relief, but is still pure in the way it pierces something fundamental inside of him, and he gets it. He just never tells anyone.

    But then there is Eddie Munson, with a wickedness that feels wholesome and warm and slowly, Steve is starting to think he might want it. He just doesn’t think he can figure it out without first figuring out how to let go of Billy.

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    13 Dec 2025

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    "What she does notice is the way Buck avoids questions that aren’t work-related. No social media. No talk of dating. And whenever Chim annoys him about weekend plans, Buck just shrugs and says he has someone waiting on him. “Partner,” he says, and it’s the only thing they can get out of him about his personal life. Everything else feels like it’s under lock and key."

     

    Or, a 5+1 where Buck and Eddie are already married when Buck comes to LA and joins the 118. Hen attempts to find out more about their new probie who keeps details about his life suspiciously underwraps. That is, until a little boy is brought to the station and thus begins the 118s quest to figure out who Buck’s mysterious partner is.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    "Ithinkweshouldjustdoporn," Buck blurts out in a panicked rush, his face morphing into a look of horror.

    "What?"

    Eddie, on the other hand, is experiencing a whiplash so hard from just thinking about how fluffy Buck is to catching the word 'porn' from the string of sounds coming from the other. No way. "Hen was just joking!"

    Buck springs up. "I know! She wasn't being serious but that doesn't mean she's wrong."

    This is going to a bad idea. His worst idea yet, Eddie knows it. So why is he saying yes?

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    5 times Buck and Eddie break their porn-making rules and 1 time they say fuck it completely

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    01 Dec 2025

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    “You were good for them as well. But let’s see if I can make you feel better than those fuckers ever could. I'm going to own every moan that leaves your pretty mouth, cariño.”

    Buck used to do porn. Eddie definitely shouldn’t have looked it up. But curiosity won, and somehow one video turned into several jerk-off sessions. Now he can’t stop thinking about his best friend—or the way he looked on his knees—and suddenly Eddie’s questioning a lot more than just his sanity.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    “I’ll do whatever you want, just, please.” Buck sobs out the last word, eyes burning with unshed tears.

    “A vow.” The man leans uncomfortably close to Buck. The knife brushes against his neck, lightly scratching across the top layer of Buck’s skin. The man’s cold blue eyes hold Buck’s full attention. “That’s what I require. Sell me your allegiance.”

    Buck stares back at the killer, unable to fully process what is being asked of him. He sees a flash of anger dance in the stranger’s gaze. He's impatient. Unpredictable. Fear pours into Buck's chest as he realizes he might not get a second chance at this. He has to make this count. “I vow to give you complete control over the remainder of my life. My body is yours to destroy—so long as you let my sister live and return safely to her family.”

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    Or, After Eddie leaves for Texas, Buck goes to seek comfort from his sister and walks in on her kidnapping. In order to save Maddie's life, Buck offers up his instead. Unintentionally agreeing to something worse than death.

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    29 Nov 2025