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“I saw your grief,” I say. He looks up slowly, and I catch his eyes glinting in the lights from outside. “You were covered in it, like in sweat.” He pushes his chin out and then tucks it in when it starts to shake. “I never asked because I thought it would be too much to bear. The weight of your loss added to mine. And I just wanted to keep hurting, to dwell in that thick brine for a bit longer, undistracted. I wanted to be selfish and sad.”
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June finds herself unexpectedly slapped across the face with brutal reality. Struggling to deal with her fluctuating emotions, she spills her guts to a warm-eyed stranger. In return, he lets her peek behind his calm and composed façade at his unfathomable truth. With their masks off, they should feel small and vulnerable. But instead of embarrassment, they find understanding. Instead of shame, they find acceptance. Instead of doubt, they find connection. Where will it take them? Will they be ready to close old chapters and deal with past fears, able to accept what the other has to offer?
A Nick and June AU.
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“They’re tired. They’re tired of fighting this unrelenting monster, of being separated from their children, from each other. They know this has to change soon. Looking at each other in the gray light of dawn, they both know that this is not sustainable anymore. Something needs to happen, or they need to make it happen, or they need to let Gilead win, just to survive.”
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This was triggered by the season 5 trailer. I wrote it down in one afternoon because June’s shoulders are bare and you can’t convince me otherwise. So here’s this one little smut biscuit for ya.
June and Nick meet in a cabin in no-man’s-land.
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“They swayed to the music, turning slowly on an axis their joined bodies determined, feet barely shuffling on the bare floor of the barn. They’ve never done this - danced with people watching. They’ve never had anyone see them as more than the Handmaid and the Guardian.”
Companion piece to “glowing” added 7/17/2022
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Based on Abby’s comment from Season 12 in “All About Christmas Eve” about her rekindled relationship with Luka – “I couldn’t have imagined it better [...] I haven’t laughed so much or felt so good in a really, really long time. And I don’t wanna do anything to ruin that.” Set in the weeks before the pregnancy reveal. Just these two being happy, hopeful and mostly carefree.
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Before they became legends, he was just a man who fell in love with a woman he wasn’t supposed to. Nick Blaine is a simple man living in a complex world; all he wants is to keep the new handmaid alive. In time, he comes to see that it’s actually her who has breathed new life into him.
A story exploring Nick’s headspace through all of the major and minor events of Season 1 and even some stuff in between.
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A tale of nightmares, coming-of-age, and love told in the respective perspectives of Nick, Hannah, and June. Call it fateful destiny or thoughtful strategy, but something brings them together--a familial bond, perhaps--and freedom is on the horizon, even if it is just a dream.
Chapter thirty-three, "The Liberator: Part II," is new. :)
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After a series of tragedies, June and Nick cross paths in Boston. (June/Nick fake dating AU. Gilead does not exist.)
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The Enemy by TracingHerWay
Fandoms: The Handmaid's Tale (TV), The Handmaid's Tale Series - Margaret Atwood
10 Jul 2021
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Nick Blaine, a young soldier enlisted with the Army of the Potomac, meets June Osborne, a Virginian girl, as Union forces occupy her home in the winter of 1863.
A Nick/June AU set against the backdrop of the American Civil War.
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- Part 1 of Idumea

