AutumnWolfe
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“He spent my whole life drilling into me that I had to be hard. Strong. Untouchable. No softness. No affection. Every time I reached for it, he tore me down. Called me weak. Pathetic. Wrong. And I thought I buried that when I left home. I thought I left him behind. But he’s still here.” Eddie taps his temple with trembling fingers, breath catching in his chest. “He’s still in my head. And every time someone notices us, every time there’s even a hint of attention, I hear him again, telling me I’m not allowed to want.”
“But I do want. God, Buck, I want you so much it terrifies me. I want to touch you all the time. I feel this need in me, it’s bottomless. Like a pit I can’t fill, no matter what I do. And it scares the hell out of me, because if I open it all the way, if I let it out, I don’t know if it will ever be enough. And I’m terrified you’ll drown in it. That I’ll smother you. That you’ll get overwhelmed and leave.”
or, Eddie Diaz has never let himself be needy, not once in his life. But loving Buck makes him ache for touch in ways he can’t admit, until pulling away nearly breaks them both.
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28 Oct 2025
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“One one eight?” Buck breathes. “You’re with the 118?”
The phone beeps.
“…Bobby?”
The phone beeps once. The line goes dead.
Or, two cops and five firefighters break a man out of an underground lab. Bobby Lives. Buddie Canon.
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28 Oct 2025
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buck and ravi find themselves in a time loop. neither of them have a great time.
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27 Oct 2025
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27 Oct 2025
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Being fourteen and not ten, Christopher decides that it is his god-given right (they never said that in any of the services his grandparents took him to, but Chris is an excellent extrapolator) to be exactly 28.5% more dramatic than he was at ten years old. A percentage he wouldn’t have needed his calculator for if his dad had already taken him back to LA, because then he could’ve just asked Buck for the answer.
All of this to say, he decides to go for a greyhound.
Christopher Diaz decides to run away from home (again). He runs directly, somehow, into a nineteen year old Evan Buckley. They both run less directly into a nineteen year old Eddie Diaz. All three of them, in some way, are trying to run home.
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27 Oct 2025