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Chan’s laugh cut through first, loud and chaotic, followed closely by Hyunjin’s higher, breathless giggle. Someone—probably Changbin—shouted something muffled in protest, and the room erupted in another wave of laughter.
Felix stood frozen in the doorway for a moment, hoodie half-off, bag hanging from his shoulder. He stared down the hall without meaning to, his chest tightening at the familiar sounds.
He wanted to go to them.
He wanted to walk out there, flop onto the couch, curl up against someone—anyone—and just be with them.
But his feet stayed rooted.
Instead, he turned away, stepping inside and closing the door behind him with soft fingers, as though making any noise might betray his hesitation.
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or, felix overworks himself and tries not to worry anyone, which obviously, worries everyone
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Bookmarked by BayBeePeach
24 Dec 2025
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“Okay, how about this? The one who gets the lowest grade or fails will get a really ugly tattoo.”
They all burst out laughing—the idea felt both terrifying and ridiculously fun at the same time. Hyunjin grabbed his phone immediately and started scrolling through Pinterest, shoving the screen in their faces. “Look at this one, boys. ‘I am yours’ right on the lower back. Cringe.”
Felix snorted. “That’s kinda soft, though. I could totally pull that off.”
The three of them cracked up again, dying at the mental image of one of them stuck with that tattoo for life. But Hyunjin wasn’t done. “Hold on, hold on—I found something even worse!” He tilted the phone toward them again: the word “babydoll” in delicate cursive, placed exactly where a classic tramp stamp would go.
Jisung shuddered dramatically, clutching his chest. “Guys, maybe we should just… you know, actually study instead.”
Felix snatched his calculator, flipped open his textbook, and flashed a cocky grin. “Yeah… I’m really not feeling the vibe of walking around with ‘babydoll’ on my ass forever.”
Three days later, the grades came out, and Felix was the only one staring at a big fat fail.
Bookmarked by BayBeePeach
20 Dec 2025
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“No, you don’t understand!” Felix raised his voice, “He had fucking hickeys on his neck! Can you believe that?!”.
Minho and Jisung stared at the restless image of their friend through the glowing phone screen, the pixelated reflection of the blond was pacing like a storm while complaining about his ex-husband's behavior.
“Does it seem to you two a professional thing to do? A polite thing?” he barked as he walked through the garden, phone in one hand and a cigarette in the other, "How can you show up in your son’s school principal’s office like that?!" he scoffed, his free hand flying in the air "That’s fucking ridiculous!".
OR RATHER: Hyunjin and Felix are two chaotic parents, now divorced for two years, with several communication problems and skeletons from the past locked in the closet. The consequences of a painful childhood have managed to destroy a strong and deep love, separating the two from each other, leaving a big emptiness in their lives.
But are their feelings and memories really all gone? Can’t they really overcome the traumas of the past and live happily in the future that is to come?- Language:
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Bookmarked by BayBeePeach
19 Dec 2025
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"It's... fuck, Hyunjin, I'm old enough to be your dad."
Hyunjin grinned, and his eyes flashed as bright as the silver ring in his lip. "So?"
OR: Chan is old. Hyunjin doesn't care.
Bookmarked by BayBeePeach
18 Dec 2025
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"The guy talking to your boyfriend. Who is he?"
Jisung follows Felix's line of sight to the bar, where Minho is chatting up the other bartender.
"Oh," Jisung says. "That's Chan-hyung! He's Lino-hyung's roommate."
"Oh…" Felix distractedly chews the straw in his soda, trying not to stare too obviously at him. "Is he new here or something? I've never seen him here before."
And Felix would definitely remember a guy like that. He's—well.
Hot, is the first word he thinks, adamantly trying to ignore the scornful voice in the back of his mind that sounds a lot like his stepfather. He swallows his guilt and tilts his head down, sneakily observing the guy from under his bangs.
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Wherein virginal Felix meets hot, older bartender Chan, and gets the opportunity to discover himself, explore his sexuality, and fall in love, all while trying to break free of his family's religious shackles.
Bookmarked by BayBeePeach
18 Dec 2025

