Beansong



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    One hand spreads flat over her chest, measuring the lengths of the shallow breaths she takes. Each one hurts. They're laced with residual fear and an ickiness her shower hasn't washed off, not to mention the familiar pain of unrequited, all-consuming love.
    Because that is what she feels for him, she knows. Real, passionate, intense romantic love - not a crush, not lust. She's felt both of those before, and they didn't burrow into her and put down roots. Okarun is integral to the structure of her soul now. Funny that she should feel that way for a boy who isn't interested.
    When he finally tells her to back off, it will destroy her.

    And yet… She's so greedy.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    Momo is cold and can’t sleep. Okarun stays up late to work out. Nighttime is a catalyst for honesty.

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    21 Sep 2026

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    *Set sometime during the Golden Ball Hunt saga* Just two exhausted teenagers doing laundry at 2 AM and finally talking about feelings.

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    09 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    ‘I like your hands.’ Maybe he really liked them. Was desperate for them, for pieces of her.

    She takes another picture. Just of the back of her hand, fingers spread wide. Like one she’d take after getting her nails done. Soft, peach skin leading up to glowing green.

    So innocuous. So, why’d it seem like it wasn’t? Like she was doin’ something more transgressive. Cracked open. Gooey bits on display.

    Another span of silence. Was he takin’ the time to look at it? Swoop his eyes over knuckle and nail? Did he figure out what she’s tryin’ to say? Because you like it, I gave it to you. Maybe he’ll tell her what else he likes.


    Momo and Ken finally buy some new phones, and immediately get up to no good with them.

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    22 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    Momo Ayase and Ken "Okarun" Takakura have been in love for six years.
    Six pathetic years of pining. Six years of refusing to act, ignoring all the signs.
    Six years of still prioritizing each other above all else, because obviously, that's what best friends do.

    After Okarun receives a failing grade on his senior thesis and Momo discovers that her latest crappy boyfriend's been cheating on her, they decide that the best way to blow off steam would be to get drunk.

    Because that's what best friends are for, right?

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    19 May 2026