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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    One hand spreads flat over her chest, measuring the lengths of the shallow breaths she takes. Each one hurts. They're laced with residual fear and an ickiness her shower hasn't washed off, not to mention the familiar pain of unrequited, all-consuming love.
    Because that is what she feels for him, she knows. Real, passionate, intense romantic love - not a crush, not lust. She's felt both of those before, and they didn't burrow into her and put down roots. Okarun is integral to the structure of her soul now. Funny that she should feel that way for a boy who isn't interested.
    When he finally tells her to back off, it will destroy her.

    And yet… She's so greedy.

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    21 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Momo is cold and can’t sleep. Okarun stays up late to work out. Nighttime is a catalyst for honesty.

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    21 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    *Set sometime during the Golden Ball Hunt saga* Just two exhausted teenagers doing laundry at 2 AM and finally talking about feelings.

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    09 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    ‘I like your hands.’ Maybe he really liked them. Was desperate for them, for pieces of her.

    She takes another picture. Just of the back of her hand, fingers spread wide. Like one she’d take after getting her nails done. Soft, peach skin leading up to glowing green.

    So innocuous. So, why’d it seem like it wasn’t? Like she was doin’ something more transgressive. Cracked open. Gooey bits on display.

    Another span of silence. Was he takin’ the time to look at it? Swoop his eyes over knuckle and nail? Did he figure out what she’s tryin’ to say? Because you like it, I gave it to you. Maybe he’ll tell her what else he likes.


    Momo and Ken finally buy some new phones, and immediately get up to no good with them.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    20 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 46

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    Momo Ayase and Ken "Okarun" Takakura have been in love for six years.
    Six pathetic years of pining. Six years of refusing to act, ignoring all the signs.
    Six years of still prioritizing each other above all else, because obviously, that's what best friends do.

    After Okarun receives a failing grade on his senior thesis and Momo discovers that her latest crappy boyfriend's been cheating on her, they decide that the best way to blow off steam would be to get drunk.

    Because that's what best friends are for, right?

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    19 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 15

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    After a particularly long and annoying day, Momo and Okarun find themselves bickering in the bedroom. Momo needs to be pressed to admit something embarrassing out loud...

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    17 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ken and Momo are salarymen in their thirties who have been pining for each other for years. When their boss assigns them the task of preparing a presentation for a conference, tensions spill over and their relationship changes overnight.

    Basically just an excuse for the blorbos to have hot office sex

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    23 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 26

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    Ken Takakura had long since relented to his daily life of school bullies, no friends, and ultimately being alone, only for the universe to finally give him the chance at making a bond when THE Momo Ayase stands up for him.

    ….Only for him to blow it.

    Despite missing out on a golden opportunity, Ken refused to not at least give Miss Ayase his thanks. So with one little note placed inside a shoe locker, a bond is slowly built and two lives are slowly changed.

    A No Power AU, where Ken misses out on his chance to follow after Momo, and decided to reach out in a different way.

    (Also for my fellow spicy brain havers that are intimidated by the length, it's about a 30-40 minute read!)

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    22 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    For months, Momo's kept the tightest lid on her feelings about Okarun, terrified of screwing up the best friendship she's ever had. After Momo gets upset about Okarun's group project, though, Vamola convinces her to finally admit that she's in love with the boy. Honestly, it's a huge relief - Momo finds that she's thrilled to finally put it all in words, even if it's just to Vamola.

    The only problem is… somebody overheard them.

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    16 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 87

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    Haruki ran a tight ship as owner of Moe Moe Kikoho. You had to, at a maid cafe, to make sure the girls weren't being taken advantage of. That meant ensuring the rules were followed, including the one about workers' boyfriends not being allowed to hang around the cafe all shift.

    But well… the quiet otaku tucked away in the corner booth while the newest girl, Momo, works her shift…

    He seems polite enough. She supposes he can stay.

    After all, Momo insists he's not her boyfriend.

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    16 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 30

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    "I… heard you mumbling to yourself." Momo finally spoke up. "I thought you'd quiet down, so I didn't do anything, but, erm…. then you said my name. Sorta like. Like a moan."

    Okarun hunched his shoulders up and ducked his head. This was it. He was going to get tossed out of her house, and she'd never talk to him again. "I'm sorry."

    "No! Don't apologize!" The sternness in her tone startled him, making him jump as his eyes quickly searched for her's. "Look dude, I'm not tryin' to like… shame you, or whatever." At this, she took a seat on his futon and exhaled. "Gimme a sec, this ain't easy to ask."

    "Ask… what, exactly?" He whispered. The anticipation was killing him. If she wasn't upset with him, then… what exactly was happening?

    "I said gimme a second!" Momo turned back to glare at him, but there was no really heat in it. She shut her eyes and brushed her bangs out of her face. "Did you… need help? Down there..?"

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    15 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Thank god, Momo. I thought I'd lost you,” he choked, marking a path down her forearm, sucking the sensitive flesh of her inner elbow and continuing wetly, delirious and with tears pooling in the corners of his soil-dark gaze, “I'll show you. I'm yours, I'm yours–”

    Whimpering, fuck, he was actually whimpering–like it was killing him to drink so slowly of her, but he held himself in check all the same. Each word was like an oath, a curse and a gift in turn.

    Hers? Could he really belong to her? He obviously believed it.

    “I love you. Momo, I've missed you so much,” he gasped, finally leaning in and twining his hands over her chubby waist. With heated lips at her neck, he pleaded with a woman that didn't exist anymore, “Can I kiss you? Please? Please, I wanna taste you–”

    Beware: Manga spoilers, Amnesia Arc

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    10 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 34

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    The two of them had been absolutely silent in the backseat for the whole drive from Shimane to Kamigoe, and she had wanted eighty times to turn to him and say, Okarun, I remember now, I remember. But what would that have even meant? Okarun, I remember your eyelashes, I remember your knuckles, I remember how much I wanted to kiss you.

    The night that Momo's memories come back is quiet.

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    29 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 38

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    Part 2 of The Girl from the Stars!

    The men strike with the speed of their namesakes, rotund bodies cutting with illogical speed through the water, eyes almost aglow through the thick haze of steam. Momo readies for them, back pressed against the rocks for stability. Her hands raise, and she reaches for that familiar well of power…

    …Only to feel it suddenly slip from her grasp.

    ‘What…?’

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    Comments:
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    20 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 26

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    Takakura Ken, Professor of Magical History & Cultures, is leading a research expedition when his latest discovery ends up cursing him with an ancient and mysterious power. He seeks out Santa Dodoria, a world-famous Sage, for analysis of the artifact and his subsequent curse.

    He had no idea that Santa Dodoria was a cover - a public name for Ayase Seiko, grandmother to Ayase Momo - his childhood crush. He’s both incredibly excited and completely terrified, because if there’s anyone who will see right through to his decades-long obsession with her granddaughter, it’s Santa Dodoria. But he needs her help, so here goes nothing…

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    17 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 32

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    She wonders; how many times has she carried him like this? Bleeding and broken and bruised, but still pushing through. All so that she won't be inconvienced.

    All for her.

    OR; a post-219 fic, the walk home.

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    07 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 26

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    Ken has so much to be grateful for. Friends he loves, a job he's passionate about, interests he has the chance to pursue. Yet, there's still an ever present void, a want for something more.

    A want that becomes a need, the moment he meets Momo Ayase.

    OR; Ken and Momo meet in a bar, and fall in love at an unreasonable pace. Rated E for the smut to follow in chapter 2.

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    04 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 18

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    Momo knew that the alien boy she fell in love with will never return her feelings. After all, she'd been dropping totally obvious signals about how she felt for weeks now, there was no way he could miss them! It's fine though. She was happy just being his friend, really! Everything was going just fine--until her rut set in early.

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    Comments:
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    2,123

    02 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 22

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    After being attacked by space globalists weeks ago, Momo and Okarun are attacked by aliens again while on a date. Even though they defeated them, there’s still unresolved anxieties and tensions between the new couple. While they recover at Okarun’s apartment for the night, some teenage shenanigans ensue.

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    1,921

    30 Nov 2025

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