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  1. Rec 67

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    Cas is back from the Empty and Dean is committed to righting every wrong between them, including what Dean considers just morally wrong, which means he's going to give Cas the only thing that he said would ever make him happy; Dean himself. Because Cas isn't super interested in a hostage situation, Dean gets unexpected push back and now he's in for an uphill climb in which he's trying to convince Cas he's in love with him all the while trying to convince himself that he's not.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “As for your current predicament… there may be something I can do to help.” Cas looks hesitant even as he says it, casting his eyes sidelong at Dean.

    Dean turns to him. “What d’you mean?”

    Castiel’s lips press into a thin line, all of the jovial glint gone from his eyes. “PTSD and trauma can alter pathways and connections in your brain, in a very physical way. Because these changes are physical… it may be possible to… heal them, in a sense.”

    “Heal my brain?” Dean shoots back incredulously.

    or the one where they finally talk about what cas said before the empty took him

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    13 May 2025

  3. Rec 71

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    Chuck has been defeated, and Dean and Sam are finally free. Freedom is all Dean wanted, or so he thought, but life has felt like a chore lately. Might have something to do with the fact that Cas is up in Heaven and hasn’t so much as stopped by to say hello since Jack busted him out of the Empty.

    Everything changes when sinkholes begin to appear all over the globe and the air is awash with whispers of a strange, powerful entity. It turns out that in rearranging the afterlife, Jack and Cas have woken something that should never have been woken. And, according to a book of prophecy in the Men of Letters library, it’s up to Dean and Cas to sort it out… together.

    Should be fine, right?

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    12 May 2025

  4. Rec *

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    Dean is addicted to Castiel's Grace. Cas is content to give him as much as he wants, and more. Both get more than they bargain for when their uneasy courtship spirals out of control.

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    18 Apr 2025

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    Dean was in trouble.

    After idiotically flirting with a witness to get some info on a hunt, Dean had found himself in his first real couple fight with Cas. Luckily, he had a plan—something guaranteed to prove that Cas was the only one he’d ever have eyes for.

    Or, Dean buys panties with Cas’s name bedazzled on the back, and Cas tries to contain himself in the produce aisle.

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    09 Feb 2025