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    “It just—when we were at the club. You made it seem like maybe, there’s a reason you’re not dating… women.”

    Eddie freezes. Ravi had said it the other night, but Eddie had not been expecting him to so boldly repeat it after the previous unfavorable reaction.

    “And—I—I know that sometimes reasons for not dating women can be… um, you know, hard to process. Alone.”

    Oh good lord, he’s really going there.

    OR: 9x07 Secrets (Eddie and Ravi's version)

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    11 Aug 2026

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    “Well at least you two get along I guess” he says, deflecting. If he deflects and changes the subject and acts like whatever is happening right now is no big deal, he doesn’t have to dig any further as to why exactly this is the dream his own traitorous brain is cooking up for him right now.

    “Why wouldn’t we?” Buck asks, kissing his way back up to Eddie’s crotch.

    “I dunno, she wasn’t alive long enough for us to actually test that out so I always wondered” Eddie shrugs

    “Okay ouch. Can we not talk about the fact that I’m dead right now please. Kinda killin’ the vibe Eds”

    “What vibe? I feel no vibe”. Buck completely wraps his lips around the head of his dick through thin cotton at that comment. “G-ah hah” Buck looks up at him with that raised eyebrow. “Okay, okay fine.. I feel a vibe” Eddie admits breathily.

     

    or: eddie’s dead ex-wife visits him in a sex dream that leads him to realizing some things and coming to some conclusions about his sexuality and his life with his best friend buck.

    or or: the concept of your dead ex-wife holding you while your guy best friend pounds you into the mattress!

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    05 Aug 2026

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    “Theo? Can you tell me what’s wrong?”

    “He didn’t come home.” He stutters his way through the sentence, like it’s the scariest thing he’s ever said. Like he’s forcing himself to say it but doesn’t understand why it’s so scary, just that it is. Josh frowns at the screen in response. Tentatively types, possibly abandoned.

    Jesus. What the hell is wrong with people these days?

    “Who didn’t come home, Theo? Your dad?”

    Theo, 5. Child in distress. Possibly abandoned.

    The radio crackles with acknowledgment as Theo exhales shakily. It’s wet, like he’s building up all the courage his little body has to offer. “My Buck.”

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    Or, Theo calls 9-1-1 because Buck doesn't come home after he gets hurt on a shift.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    And, here, looking at his best friend, he can see that something’s broken inside him, too. And, maybe it’s the therapy he’s had over the years, his sessions with Frank, but Eddie wants to talk to Buck. He wants Buck to talk to him. Buck, who just looks so fucking sad, still in his dress blues, one hand drinking the beer, the other coming up to loosen his tie.

    This morning, Eddie had noticed Buck tying, untying, retying the tie with breaths of frustration, fingers shaking. “Eddie,” he’d said lowly from across the room, and Eddie wouldn’t have even heard him if he hadn’t been watching. “I, uh, can never – I can never get this right.”

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    In the aftermath of Bobby’s death, Buck and Eddie need to learn to embrace change, settle into a new normal - a life without Bobby, and life navigating feelings for each other. A vision of what season 9 could be.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    That man is standing in Eddie’s kitchen, talking shit about Eddie in front of Eddie’s best friend. Eddie holds back a gasp and almost hisses when Tommy scoffs at Buck’s defense. Not that it was a good defense. Renter? Straight? Thank God Buck’s a firefighter and not a lawyer.

    “You’re picking him over me?” Tommy says, voice filled with disbelief.

    Buck scoffs, “It was never a competition. Not if it was between you and Eddie."

     

    OR what if Eddie was not just metaphorically present and haunting that scene in the kitchen. Eddie decides to visit Buck and comes upon that scene in the kitchen.

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    28 Jul 2026