Caybay
Recent bookmarks
-
you dream in a language that i can’t understand by bankrobber
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
Shane starts learning Russian in secret after their rookie season, and doesn’t tell anyone.
It means he can understand Ilya’s Russian when they speak on the phone while Ilya is in Moscow for his father’s funeral.
Bookmarked by Caybay
03 Feb 2026
-
That's All It Takes by kingskindly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
Based very loosely on events from The Long Game that my brain wanted to put into the first book, somewhere between Shane’s injury, and before Scott Hunter wins the cup - for maximum angst, obviously.
What if Ilya’s plane had actually crashed? And what if it had happened before he and Shane had the chance to confess their love and know what it was like to be together.
Or
A fic so I could write a really needy Shane who can't hide his feelings anymore, and an Ilya who is faced with the undeniable truth that someone cares for him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,198
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 319
- Kudos:
- 3,647
- Bookmarks:
- 1,086
- Hits:
- 77,649
Bookmarked by Caybay
01 Feb 2026
-
the boy who blocked his own shot by alasse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
Ilya’s dad dies right before the 2017 All-Star Game, so he never learns that Shane and Rose broke up. While he’s in Russia, a threat from his brother makes him ask Svetlana for help and marry her so he can get a US green card—it’s meant to be a discreet, simple thing, but the Boston tabloids get a hold of it and then it’s all over social media. Three months later, Shane Hollander holds a press conference to share two things: he's leaving Montreal to play for the Ottawa Centaurs, and he's gay.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,960
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 460
- Kudos:
- 4,591
- Bookmarks:
- 1,149
- Hits:
- 30,258
Bookmarked by Caybay
26 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.
“Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.”
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.
I have to see him.
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.
***
OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,838
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 240
- Kudos:
- 7,547
- Bookmarks:
- 1,951
- Hits:
- 69,905
Bookmarked by Caybay
19 Jan 2026
-
lay all your love on me by defcontwo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
Tags
Summary
He will never tire of this, Ilya realizes. However the world may shape and change around them, for Ilya, there will always be this: Shane Hollander, open and kind, sweet and yet impossibly filthy, and giving himself over with so much ease.
So of course this is the moment when Hayden Pike ruins everything.
Or: Hayden walks in on them at the cottage and absolutely no one’s happy about it. Good thing Ilya brought weed.
Bookmarked by Caybay
16 Jan 2026