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Buck gets diagnosed with cancer just before Hen's speech at Athena's house. Not wanting it to be Act 98, he doesn't tell the 118.
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Bookmarked by ChaosWrangler35
11 Apr 2026
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We saw Buck apologize for taking up Athena's time in this week's episode, but I definitely don't believe she was the only one he tried to apologize to. Here's what I think would happen the first time he tried to apologize.
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“I’m so sorry.” He pressed his hands into his eyes, leaning forward to brace his arms on his legs, folding himself in half.
He felt the bed shift underneath him as Hen sat down next to him, wrapping her arms around him.
She let him sit in silence for a moment, before she spoke.
“Do you remember…” she brushed a hand over his hair, “when we went to Bobby’s apartment, the year you joined the 118?”Bookmarked by ChaosWrangler35
31 Mar 2026
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“Go!” There was movement around him. He rushed into the room and immediately made contact with the glass. His hands pressed against it as he looked for Eddie.
His body froze. Buck tried to get himself to move, but he couldn’t. His legs felt like they were made of jelly. What was going on? He couldn’t get himself to understand why his body was so scared. Why his heart was pounding outside of his chest. Why there was a cold sweat slowly trickling down his back.
Something in his brain snapped. His hand was on the radio. Blue green light flooded around him.
Suddenly, he wasn’t looking at Eddie anymore. There weren't any firefighters around him or any sort of competition going on. All he could see was the glass in front of him. The glass he couldn’t break through.
As Bobby pulled his mask off his head.-or-
What if the last game wasn’t a race? What if it was something different? What if it reminds Buck of the lab? What if Buck had a PTSD attack in the middle of the competition and Eddie had no way to get to him?
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31 Mar 2026
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He knew Bobby was going to want to talk to him about this at some point, and Buck just couldn’t handle that. Couldn’t handle Bobby asking why he did it, if he learned nothing from hearing Bobby’s own story. Couldn’t handle hearing the disappointment in his voice.
So, while he knew he couldn’t avoid Bobby forever, he could surely try.
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9x15, if Bobby were still alive
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28 Mar 2026
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He remembers blue. Bright, electric, passionate blue eyes and a smile that never sinks. He remembers a voice like a melody and a laugh like a burst of wind. He remembers soft hands and curly hair. He remembers a strong body and a warm heart.
Buck.
Buck is his reason.
And for that reason– for Buck, well.
Eddie will do whatever the hell it takes.
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Or: a peek into Eddie's mind during the events of 9x13
Bookmarked by ChaosWrangler35
28 Mar 2026