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    “You okay?” he murmurs, his voice so low and soft that it would be inaudible were Buck not pressed entirely against him.

    Buck lets out a breath. It trembles slightly with pain, and Eddie feels it reflected in his own chest. Against the pillow that they’re sharing, the scent of Buck’s curls in his nose, Eddie feels Buck give a tense shake of his head.

    or: one pain flare, one night sharing a bed in the bunkroom, two love confessions

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    “Later,” Eddie manages, voice rough, “we’re gonna circle back to you calling me ‘man’ while my dick’s inside you. ‘Cause that’s— I mean—” He swallows, sharp. “That’s a choice.”

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    03 Nov 2025

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    “I just—I don’t want you to be alone,” said Eddie, softly, like an admission.

    Join the fucking club, Buck thought. It was funny, but none of his laughs were coming out right tonight. “I am alone, Eddie.”

    “Buck, I—”

    “She wants my kidney.” There it went; Buck never could keep anything inside. Could never keep the feelings contained, could never stop them from spilling out over the people nearest him. “That’s what fucking happened, okay? My dad needs a kidney donor and they remembered why they bothered having me in the first place. Is that what you wanted to hear? That my parents finally found a use for me after all these years?”

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    A request from his mom tears open old wounds for Buck. From 800 miles away, Eddie tries to stitch him back together.

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    02 Nov 2025

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    The thing is, now that he’s accepted being romantically inclined towards Buck, he’s pretty sure he sees Buck’s reciprocated feelings everywhere. It feels more like a matter of when rather than if. Like Buck’s a sure thing. 

    On the evening of Buck’s speed dating event, he comes out of their bedroom asking for help picking between two jackets, and Eddie simply says, “you don’t need to go to that.”

    “Huh?” Buck’s eyebrows shoot up, framed by that blushed red birthmark.

    Eddie shrugs, leaning back on the couch and kicking his feet up. “Go waste time if you want, but you really don’t need to.”

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    Eddie is possessive of Buck, but he doesn't get jealous. Why would he? Buck's always been his.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    About a week after starting back at the 118, and about three weeks before he was supposed to start getting a steady check again, Buck quietly moved out of his loft—

    —and into his jeep.

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    28 Oct 2025