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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    In Tokyo, Yoshiki tells himself he's normal now. That he's outgrown whatever he and Hikaru were. That shame can kill longing if you starve it enough.
    Twenty minutes at a reunion dinner and he knows he's been lying. An hour later he's on his back, finally admitting what he wants.

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    03 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Why did I agree to this? This is stupid. And reckless.

    As he traipsed through the gloom of the countryside woods, squinting more towards the thankfully dry ground than the horizon to make sure he didn't lose his footing, he wondered if the reality he'd found himself submerged in had finally driven him insane. 'Hikaru' was a predator. So why was Yoshiki willingly playing sacrificial lamb with his soul like this, frolicking around past 2am?

    Yoshiki runs. 'Hikaru' pursues.

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    01 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    A charming vet assistant, a frequent volunteer at community centers, and a friendly neighbor. Hikaru plays all these roles with extreme meticulousness. Being welcomed by the community with open arms is beneficial to his plans in the long-run, after all.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    -AU-
    Yoshiki didn’t think much of the apartment at first. It was cheap, close to his office, and only meant to be temporary.

    The building, however, noticed him immediately.

    And so did Hikaru—the charming, clingy neighbor who makes the walls go quiet, the shadows behave, and the rules stop applying… as long as Yoshiki stays.

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    16 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Hikaru reaches for Yoshiki’s hands, which lay unmoving in his lap. He takes one and laces their fingers together.

    Yoshiki blinks down at their interlinked fingers, a dim surprise blooming inside him. He should probably be flustered or embarrassed, but the most emotion he can muster is subdued confusion.

    Hikaru?” he asks.

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    13 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 29

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    There are things Yoshiki knows:
    Hikaru's getting married next month. Kubitachi is 400 kilometers away. Two years is long enough to forget someone. His apartment is too small for ghosts.

    And there are things he learns when Hikaru shows up unannounced:
    Distance is meaningless. Time changes nothing. Some people are never really gone.

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    28 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    Despite Hikaru and Tanaka both having a kind of familiarity within his skin, Hikaru's touch remains something else entirely that Tanaka could never replicate, alien and singular. The way Hikaru sinks into him so completely is a thing that Yoshiki could try to explain forever, could dress in metaphor after metaphor, and he still would never quite reach the truth of it all, still wouldn’t be able to find a way to say how overwhelmingly complete it feels to be consumed into him through touch and will alone. As if the space between them ceases to exist, boundaries blurring until they spill into one another without resistance. With Hikaru, openness doesn’t have to be demanded or understood; it's just given, something that is effortless and inevitable, as natural as breathing between them.
    The fact that Hikaru could ever be jealous, impurity or not, other or not, is beyond Yoshiki.

    Or, Hikaru says he doesn't get jealous of Yoshiki around other humans. Maybe that doesn't apply to this one.

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    27 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 35

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    A call late in the night and a request to heal his loneliness was all it was meant to be.

    He shouldn't have picked up.

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    21 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 29

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    “This is—they ain’t gonna let us stay here,” you mutter, determined to explain as little as possible.

    “How come?” Hikaru asks. Damn it, he really doesn’t know.

    “Damn it, Hikaru, it’s a love hotel,” you say with exasperation, covering half your face with one hand.

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    17 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 50

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    Yoshiki is a ghost haunting the empty spaces left by Hikaru. His world is muted, until he finds solace in the quiet constancy of Daichi, a barista with hands as steady as his gaze. But just as new colors begin to bleed into his life, Hikaru returns.

    After years of on and off "friendship" is there anything to comeback to?

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    08 Nov 2025

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    Humans are complex. Monsters are rather simple.

    What does that make you?

    “I don’t want ya to force yourself to be human,” Yoshiki says again. “So if it helps…”

    You nod, eyes wide. Your insides shiver in anticipation. Even just the prospect of it has you excited. It’s lame, it’s so lame, but you can’t be bothered to care.

    “Yeah,” you hear yourself say. “Let’s do it.”

    Or: Love can be difficult when your love is not quite human.

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    27 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 33

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    Kyouji picks up on the first ring. "Satomi?" he demands. His voice is a little hoarse, and if it's tightly reined in on the surface, Satomi can hear the deep tension beneath it. Satomi feels his shoulders sag a little in relief. He doesn't know why he'd feared Kyouji wouldn't pick up, because it's Kyouji, but—

    "I… yeah," he says. His voice sounds small in his own ears, but he doesn't really know what to do about that.

    A heavy gust of breath sounds over the line. "Fuck. Are you okay? Do you know where you are right now?"

    Or, after being kidnapped by a rival gang, Satomi calls Kyouji for help.

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    19 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 86

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    Satomi doesn’t have work tonight, but that doesn’t stop either of them from moving like they have minutes and not hours. There’s relief in knowing that Kyouji is eager to touch him, but the thin red lines decorating the back of his hand remind Satomi of the cat they saw on their way over from the station. Or rather, the cat’s reaction to Kyouji trying to pet it.

    “Cats probably hate you because you’re too heavy-handed,” Satomi tells him, pushing his glasses further up the bridge of his nose.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    14 Oct 2025

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    beebo&crow abo au 💕

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Satomi learns just how dangerous it is to be involved with a member of the yakuza. Kyouji does his best to protect him anyway.

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    04 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    Satomi wants Kyouji but since he can't have him he makes some bad decisions and has sex with other men.

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    30 Sep 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Was it your friends?” He asked.

    Kyouji continues his ministrations, and cotton floods his brain. “Huh?” He peels his eyes open like a kitten.

    “Do your friends think I’m your otousan?”

    He sounded far too gleeful.

    Of course. He always knew there was something deeply wrong with him.

    In which Kyouji continues to terrorize Satomi

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    25 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Lately, Yoshiki's been attracting a lot of attention—both from humans and from sinister supernatural entities.

    Sinister supernatural entities that aren't [Hikaru].

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    12 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 44

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    And for as much as Yoshiki wants to push him away and protect his heart from all this pain, a sour attitude isn’t going to fix anything. No matter how much he wishes things could go back to the way they were, they’re not. He needs to curb his selfishness in a way that’ll get him through the night. Trick himself into believing he’s getting what he wants, his Hikaru.

    --

    Or: Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' camp out in the back of the Indou family pick up truck and things get messy real fast

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    31 Aug 2025

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    “You can’t feel pain,” Yoshiki finally breaks the silence, but it does nothing to break the tension still crackling between them.

    “It doesn’t hurt,” ‘Hikaru’ confirms with a sigh, “feels good…”

    Yoshiki doesn’t respond to that, though he’s sure the bright red of his cheeks is indication enough of what he’s hiding. In an effort to ease his nerves, he moves to pull his hand away, but ‘Hikaru’ catches his wrist.

    “Wanna make you feel good, too.”

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    13,028

    06 Aug 2025

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