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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    “I wasn’t ready,” he tries, grip tightening when Cheng Xiaoshi tries to take the controller from him. “One more time.”

    “Go for it, then, but I hope you're prepared to lose.” Cheng Xiaoshi laughs again, letting the controller go and pressing his forehead to Lu Guang’s shoulder as he shakes, grinning. He’s so warm. Has he always been this touchy?

    Could Lu Guang have been making him smile like this in every timeline since the first? Looking hurts his chest. He squeezes the controller a little tighter. “...Everyone needs a few tries to succeed.”
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    Small changes add up. In no timeline before has Cheng Xiaoshi loved Lu Guang, but this one is different.

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    01 Sep 2025

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    "You know," Hikaru says. "If the heat's too much of a problem, I can make myself colder. I could be, like, an icepack for you, if you want."

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    (About prey imagery, instinctive fears, sharing a bed, and the strange physicality of having a body.)

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    03 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Cheng Xiaoshi,” Lu Guang says. “Why did you stop me?” He squeezes Cheng Xiaoshi’s hand—encouragement, reassurance, maybe. As timelines pass, Lu Guang gets better at speaking his language.

    “I…” Hesitation. “I guess I wanted you to stay.”
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    In every timeline, Cheng Xiaoshi is used to loving with open arms and an open heart. In every timeline, he’s unused to being loved back.

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    27 Apr 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    Cheng Xiaoshi listens to the silence, watches as dust mites float across an apartment devoid of colour, impersonal and cold.

    There are worse fates in the world for those who live. But this on its own, for people like Cheng Jiawei, for people like Cheng Xiaoshi—this sort of loneliness is enough to be excruciating.

    "Lu Guang," Cheng Xiaoshi asks. "What does home mean to you?"

    He thinks of sandalled feet, the warm hands that had held him that quiet September night, and wishes he'd been brave enough to ask what exactly Lu Guang had meant by his words that day.

    If I left and the world went on, would anyone even notice me gone?

    In which a client's request forces Cheng Xiaoshi to confront the terrifying ordeal of what it means to love, grieve, and find your way home.

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    02 Feb 2025

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    “I’m not planning your funeral.”

    “Someone has to.” Viktor isn’t even looking to see the way Jayce glares at him. “Either we do it together now, or we wait, and you can do it… later. On your own.”

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    23 Jan 2025