7 Works by Dianxiasdevotee
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Another wave has turned its back on me by Dianxiasdevotee
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
03 May 2026
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“Okay.” Jabber nodded, trying to unravel his own panic calmly to not startle Zanka who was.. in some state, he didn’t know. How coherent was he? Was he in a childlike space? Or maybe he was in that floaty state, or- or maybe he was panicking but couldn’t show it because of his incapacity to move.
“M’gonna wash you up, ‘kay Z? You’re covered in puke, ‘s a fuckin’ mess, really.” Then, because he should probably make sure, “Anything hurts?”
Zanka weakly whimpered, something that sounded so effortless with how empty and barely-there it was, yet he looked as if it took all the energy he had left.
“Yeah, I bet.”
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At the loss of his year-long comfort food, Zanka completely spirals and finds himself unable to eat. Jabber, ever the patient (not) boyfriend, does his best to help, even if he's fucking clueless in that depeartment. -
Blow the smoke through the hole in my chest by Dianxiasdevotee
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
16 Apr 2026
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“J?” Zanka knocked on the apartment door, slightly frantic as his mind had managed to wind him into the worst possible outcomes while he had driven.
The only comfort up until now had been that Zanka, being who he was, always thought of the worst scenarios, that wasn’t new — so he could just barely use the ‘you’re just overthinking again’ excuse, even as it rotted to dirt.
No reply came, so with an even harder knock, he called out again. “Jabber!”
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After a fight, Jabber finds himself resorting to his only comfort apart from his boyfriend, they're both fucking idiots, however, which concludes in Jabber having likely the worst trip of his life as of yet, and Zanka's clueless self coming to pick up the pieces. -
Maybe I could swing into your thoughts like your drugs do by Dianxiasdevotee
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime), Gachiakuta (Manga)
31 Mar 2026
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Zanka clicked his tongue in displeasure as the joint was handed back to him.
“I cry once and now I’m on suicide risk?”
“You were always on suicide risk.” Jabber shrugged, lazily letting his head turn towards his boyfriend, whose eyes remained on the ceiling. “Why d’you wanna kill yourself, Z?”
There was a beat of silence between them, and slowly it stretched over time, until the only sound in the room was the exhale of smoke from Zanka’s lips.
“I don’t wanna kill myself.” He answered firmly, as if he had spent the silence attempting to make himself believe in it, and eventually managed.
- OR! : Zanka has fallen into one of his more rare, more intense depressive episodes. Does dating the impatient and rude man that Jabber Wonger is help, or make it worse? Zanka couldn't really tell you. ( But oh, it helps so much. )
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Beyond Beautiul Is The Sound Of A Ghost by Dianxiasdevotee
Fandoms: 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Mar 2026
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Uproars started, and as the trembling stopped, nobody wasted any time immediately getting back on their feet to approach the ascended god, blinded by the rage because this should be impossible!
Xie Lian smiled wider, tilting his head slightly when he stood close enough, pushing past the crowd as he could finally speak.
“San Lang?”
He was rewarded with the softest chuckle he had ever heard, as Hua Cheng stepped down from the opening where the beam had carried him to ascension — and there it was. That undeniably perfect feeling of security.
“Gege.”
- OR! Hua Cheng ascends and no one is happy about it, (Except, of course, Xie Lian) - Including the mortal realm.
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“What the fuck did you do?”
It’s not a whisper, it’s as firm as any other question could’ve been, beneath the anger there’s obvious worry lingering, but Chuuya doesn’t pick up on any of it as he finally decides to look up, feeling naked due to his exposed self right in front of his best friend. The tears aren’t helping at all, of course they’re not.
“I think I’m sick.”
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I hear you breathing on the line by Dianxiasdevotee
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
02 Feb 2026
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“Baby, are you touching yourself?”
Satoru wanted to bash his head into a sink, or a rock, or maybe just shoot his brains out because he was alone and he wanted to be touched so badly.
- OR ! : Satoru misses his boyfriend a lot while he's at work, and Suguru is quick to find out - but he simply rewards him a little extra after coming home.
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Can you chase away the darkness? by Dianxiasdevotee
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
10 Jan 2026
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“If you could get out of here..” He started, sounding more small than he usually did, which was not at all. “What would you do?”
“Hm.” Aki let his gaze wander down to their hands for a second, a small plea of one day, one day that’d never come. — It was a loaded question. One he had thought over ever since he was hospitalized indefinitely. His answer would’ve been different than the one that surfaced now, the voice in his head that screamed ‘I’d love you loudly.’. Aki is convinced that two years ago he’d have said something stupid, something that wasn’t thought over even if he spent every night thinking of one day.
“Would you come with me?”
A distant smile, “Sure.”
He inhaled the cold air, thinking it over for a moment again. “Maybe I’d go somewhere, somewhere far away.”-- OR !
Aki and Angel are both in unfortunate situations, and put to room together in the hospital they're located in.