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"It’s always been you, Chuuya.”
The room fell silent, the weight of Dazai’s confession hanging in the air. Chuuya’s mind was awash with conflicting thoughts and emotions, struggling to reconcile the image of Dazai he had always known with the person sitting before him now.
Chuuya looked at Dazai, his expression conflicted but his voice steady. “I don’t feel the same,” Chuuya’s voice trembled slightly as he uttered the words, “I hate you.”
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Chuuya looked down at his hands, avoiding Dazai’s eyes as he spoke. “I was hoping that maybe if we actually went through with dating, that you’d eventually see me for who I really am, not this version you’ve built up over the years. And that maybe... you’d fall out of love on your own.”Dazai met Chuuya’s eyes, his tone surprisingly calm. "Let’s test it. Let’s see if you’re right.”
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09 Aug 2025
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Dazai has one sided love for chuuya so they test it by faking a relationship.
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Atsushi laughs, none the wiser behind the feeling twisting around in Osamu’s gut. “Lucy’s inviting me to watch a movie. She’s on this whole mission to show me ‘proper’ Western cinema.”
Osamu hums, tilting his head. “And you didn’t think to come to me, the epitome of sophisticated taste?” He clicks his tongue. “I would’ve introduced you to Fight Club, The Grand Budapest Hotel, Synecdoche, New York... real soul-crushers–The good stuff!”
Atsushi chuckles. “She wants to start me off with Jennifer’s Body, Heathers, and Coraline. Something about feminist horror and ‘formative weird girl energy.’”
But Osamu’s not listening anymore. His brain conjures up the scene like a movie reel: the red haired omega sitting next to Atsushi in a dark theater, her hand slipping over his, her body leaning in, that smile she wears when she’s got someone hooked—
He hates it.
(Or: Osamu’s control, the one thing he prides himself over, unravels thread by thread thanks to his adorable alpha protege.)
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Imagine Fyodor doesn't die and is even more obsessed with Dazai, even Nikolai is affected by it and so they decide to break him in order to claim him?
Right... I might have added a little too much extremeness in it. Those who have read my deleted works might be pleased to read this one as it will be similar to it. Hehe...
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Missing tags: monsterfuck, fake lovers, fake pregnancy, petplay, blood and gore, canon character divergence, help Dazai ⚠️ trigger warnings genda benda. Original character. Death.
This is not for everyone and in no way you should read it. Thank you.
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24 Jul 2025
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This is probably the freakiest shit I’ve ever read in my life
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Chuuya finds out how their boss has been treating Dazai. This is a slow burn story about how Chuuya and Dazai's relationship originally developed. Major TW on sexual violence and underage sex.
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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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- Part 5 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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ADA Dazai gets kidnapped by beast chuuya after the events of beast. Also skk crash out and the Ada sucks