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    It starts on Chuuya’s sixteenth birthday, the marker of his first year in the Port Mafia, when Kouyou knocks on his door and hands him a heart-shaped jar.

    It ends when he comes home to an empty apartment, the jar in pieces, and the silence that’s replaced Dazai Osamu.

    But he doesn’t know, it’ll restart again.

     

    The one where Chuuya receives a jar, throws people around, falls in love, gets propositioned, and cross-dresses, not necessarily in that order.

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    16 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    If there's one thing Dazai never messed with, it's probably Chuuya's hair.

    Dazai Osamu likes Nakahara Chuuya's red hair.

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    06 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    In a world where most people find out about their secondary gender around 16, Chuuya is almost 18 and still unassigned, not even sure if he's ever gonna get one in the first place. Not like he even needs one, of course. Who would even want to willingly submit to some shitty instincts?
    But what if his partner is eventually gonna find someone else because Chuuya can't give him what he needs?
    Insecurities and stupid thoughts.
    ...Until Chuuya gets sick right around his 18th birthday and Dazai's acting really weird.

    Happy Birthday Chuuya Nakahara!

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    06 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    Dazai knew what he was getting into when he married Chuuya. He knew his husband was possessive, protective, and, worst of all easily attached. Which was perfectly acceptable when those traits were being used on him. But when another person was in the mix it added a bit of a complication. Still he hadn’t anticipated needing to vie for his husband’s attention with their own toddler.

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    06 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 3

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    Chuuya has a dream about being a dad and is going through the 5 stages of grief

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    05 Nov 2025