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    Post-Finale. Belly and Conrad try to make sense of the last 24 hours while on a poorly-planned train ride to Brussels. After the mania? The inevitable comedown, and the cold reality of navigating their ongoing intimacy issues in a new city, with the stress of mundane life crowding in.

    Luckily, they're both too stubborn to give up without a fight.

    Angst, smut, and lots of emotional processing.

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    06 Oct 2025

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    It was a shock of realization, it was like he touched a live wire, and everything in his brain- in his life slotted and clicked right into place like puzzle pieces. It made sense when he thought about it. Of course this was his answer. Of course it was Buck. It had always been Buck. Nobody would ever love him as devotedly as Buck did. Of course, it had been Buck that he spent all of his life searching for.

    Or an alternate ending to Season 8 episode 09. Buck and Eddie fuck nasty after Eddie's goodbye dinner.

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    27 Mar 2025

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    They can’t function without each other.

    It’s why Eddie can immediately tell that somethings wrong when Buck steps out of the engine and rubs a hand against his chest before taking off toward the locker room. No one else batted an eye as Eddie headed in that direction and their captain just gave him a single nod.

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    Buck has a panic attack and Eddie is there.. and his parents because why not have a full family moment?

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    27 Mar 2025

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    “But, he’s not your kid, Buck!”

    Those words were what sent Buck down the steps toward the driveway, sliding in his jeep without another word and forcing his hands not to shake against the steering wheel. Everything inside him felt wrong, like the world was ending and although everyone was running away from the catastrophe he was realizing that maybe this was his saving grace.

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    Buck realizes that he maybe wasn't a Diaz and it was time for him to back off so Eddie and Marisol could start their family together

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    I don't know why I got mad at Eddie all of a sudden, because I love him, but I was so I took this idea and I ran with it

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    27 Mar 2025

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    27 Mar 2025