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    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

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    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Ch 5

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    “What happened?” Ilya asked, stepping closer, brows pulling together.

    Shane looked up, still processing, eyes wide in a way Ilya had never seen before.

    “I’ve been traded,” he said, the words landing heavy between them. “It’s done.”

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    OR: Shane loses his phone at the 2017 All-stars game in Tampa and months later explicit videos are leaked and Shane’s life is flipped upside down. He and Ilya must confront their feelings for each other and Shane decides that maybe he’d be happier on a different team ;)

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Ch 19

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    '“Your eyes are blue,” He observed, “I didn’t know that.”
    “Enjoying the view, Hollander?” Rozanov asked.
    “Well.” Shane did a once-over again, lingering on the curve of Rozanov’s upper lip. “No complaints so far.”
    “You will not be so flirty when we beat you.” Rozanov said. His voice was straight, to the point.
    “Good luck.” Shane’s smile didn’t drop, but he let his gaze drop to Rozanov’s lips as he took another drag on his cigarette.
    “Hm.”
    Shane turned from Rozanov and walked away.'

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    Shane is confident in his sexuality, and confident that he wants Ilya Rozanov's cock down his throat.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Ch 3

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 22

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    Shane Hollander is young and struggling. With people, with money, with life. He’s just started a new job and he’s working his hardest to be able to afford college and work towards his lifelong dream of becoming a film director. Shane doesn’t do relationships, doesn’t have the time or the mental capacity for sex or love or anything of the sort.

    So what happens when a beautiful older man comes into the restaurant where he works and changes Shane’s entire life?

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    Ilya is Shane’s fucking sugar daddy.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 16