Envying



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    Just a (love?) scene in a dark apartment, set between the moment that Caleb comes unglued, and the moment where MC departs.

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    for as long as you can remember, the sight of caleb's back is whats made you feel safest. it's no surprise that every man that comes after him never quite measures up.

    [ cross posted on tumblr ] + [ caleb | xia yizhou x afab + fem!reader ]

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    Caleb has always been her best friend—her “Gege”—raised together as adopted siblings. But one drunken night nearly changed everything, and her whispered confession at his graduation only made things worse.

    She’s spent the last six months avoiding him. But now, she’s boarding a train straight to his world, staying in his room, in his bed—and Caleb is done waiting. He’s ready to prove that he’s always been hers, just as she’s always been his. And nothing about his intentions are familial.

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    09 May 2025

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    He strokes your cheek. Wondering. “...Who are you?”

    “...Caleb?”

    You rear back, as though struck.

    He should be… needs to. Crawl at your feet. Beg for apology with his head resting in your lap. Please forgive me. But he doesn’t. Too struck by the hurt in your tells, furrowed brow, biting lips, wounded eyes.

    “Caleb…” You grip onto his arm. “You don’t remember me?”

    “I’m sorry,” he says. “I wish I did.”

    or: the in-betweens of lucid dreaming.

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    25 Apr 2025

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    As the Farspace Fleet's on-site psychologist, your job is to assess the minds of soldiers—men trained to kill, conditioned to obey. So, when the colonel himself requests you to secretly conduct his psych-evaluation, it feels less like an assessment and more like a game.

    But the deeper you dig, the more the lines blur.

    And you learn just as many horrors about yourself as the twisted man himself.

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