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    Ilya’s always been good at keeping himself calm. Through his fathers sickness, through his mothers death, through his brother's attitude. He’s not an angry person, regardless of what the headlines say. He’s collected, cool, unbothered. 

    That is, of course, until Shane Hollander is flattened on his back- body limp, unmoving. 

    (Part of my 5+1 series, but I thought it worked as a standalone fic as well)

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    “Fuck, Hollander, are you hard?” 

    “No!” Shane’s voice comes out in a squeak. His skin flushes, and he has to put effort into keeping his hands where they are instead of pressing them into the crotch of his sweats to cover up… absolutely nothing. Nope, definitely not his stiffening cock. 

    – or, ilya calls shane “princess” as an insult, and shane reacts by… getting a boner?

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    Shane’s voice was almost a whisper as he admitted, “I fucked up.”

    Ilya stopped in his tracks, “What do you mean?”

    “He knows. Scott Hunter fucking knows.”
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    OR: Shane calls Ilya crying after the fight. Ilya yells at Scott Hunter about it.
    *Now with Kip's POV in part 2!

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    We didn't even kiss

    They hadn’t kissed. Shane had been lying there, right next to him, and Ilya hadn’t kissed him. Hadn’t leaned over a foot of space when he’d spent the last year just wanting to be in the same room as Shane Hollander.

    Fuck.
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    OR: Shane sends the text. Ilya chases after him.

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  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane raised his head to look Ilya in the eye, bright with unshed tears and said, “I think I’m gay.”

    And Ilya’s first thought is yeah, no shit except the way Shane said it – like it was breaking him completely to admit it out loud.

    Shit.
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    OR: Ilya leaves the club alone but gets a call from Shane in crisis. Shane sleeps with Rose after seeing Ilya at the club and realizes he might be gay. Even though they're not on speaking terms, the only one he has to talk to about it is Ilya.

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