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Weaponized, vampirized, lobotomized. He wasn't fit to be in the world of regular people. He finally looked the part of the monster he was. He could don new clothes and masquerade as a principled, virtuous man, but that wouldn't erase what he really was.
So why, then, did the weretiger refuse to leave him be?
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Ryuunosuke's body erupted in excruciating pain before losing all sensation entirely. The world spun for a moment, and he stumbled backwards over his feet. It felt like he was falling, the terrible lurch one might experience when they were jolted from the cusp of sleep.
Just like that, Ryuunosuke stood over himself, blinking. He was unconscious, no longer breathing on the pavement. A shining silver thread connected back to his body, fine and nearly imperceptible.
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Atsushi Nakajima has a bounty on his head after committing a series of gruesome murders. Meanwhile, Ryuunosuke Akutagawa is a disgraced drifter wandering the Southwest in search of a means to reunite with his missing sister. Their paths cross in the blistering heat of the Mojave Desert under a moonlit sky.
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A BSD BEAST flavored western that nobody asked for.
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Aki goes to hell (again). Angel follows. Whether they're still themselves at all remains to be seen.
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- Part 2 of Another Life, Another Death
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Angel, Angel, Angel, was all he could think about. Even as his face became sticky with saliva from trying to lick his way into Angel's mouth through the plastic. Even as Angel moaned and gasped beneath him. It didn't matter what he did, Aki wanted all of a man that he couldn't possibly have.
In another life, that could have been them. In another world, another universe, Aki could have let Angel consume him over and over and over. Hell, if he'd met Angel sooner, he might have given his all in this one too.
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- Part 1 of Another Life, Another Death
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Another Life, Another Death by Faenaussa
Fandom: Chainsaw Man (Anime), Chainsaw Man (Manga)
19 Dec 2025
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Aki has held back all this time, kept himself on such a tight leash, banished his longing to a dark corner where it could go unnamed and forgotten. He can feel it clawing at his insides as he moves even closer, throwing caution to the wind. He kneels in front of Angel, head bowed as he falls forward, arms snaking around Angel's legs and forehead coming to rest against Angel's thighs in surrender.
Bookmarked by Faenaussa
12 Jan 2026
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FUCK AND DIE SUPREMACY, I want to be buried with this fic its so important.
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2 Corinthians 11:14 by mutteeth for ochani, avimik
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Dec 2025
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The headmaster was right. He was born unholy. Born toothsome with greed. All of the suffering the headmaster administered onto him, the scalding punishments, had perhaps truly been meant to cleave through the errant inherent nature of his immorality.
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Atsushi's shame doesn’t need nor want reason. Shame, always inside his torso has been his constant companion since birth. It torments him the same way a tiger craves blood and flesh and bone. That might have been a mercy, honestly, if a beast's appetite was his sin. Instead, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, the bane of his existence, seems intent to be his sickness and sin. Intent to split open all of the depravity Atsushi so desperately wants to bury inside himself.
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31 Dec 2025
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Give him more religious trauma yes yes yes so beautiful as always mutt I love this is love you.
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Angel presses on. "Do you want to die?"
Of course he wants to die.
He wants to die just as much as he wants to live. Just as he is now devil and human, just as Angel is both beautiful and monstrous. Aki swallows the smoke and it kills him a little, just as it makes life a little more liveable in return. That's how it's been for most of his life.
"That's not what this is about," he says simply, unable to explain it.
Alive, Aki has survived by selling away his heart. Alive, Angel's memories have come back along with guilt. They find solace and understanding in the only person who sees them for what they are.
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10 Dec 2025
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Hauntingly beautiful, hot, tender, this thing has it all.
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Aki feels sick. He can’t stop. He tastes his own blood in Angel’s mouth, and beneath that the sickly sweetness of ice cream, and beneath that…something, something that draws him in, makes him deepen the kiss, licking into Angel’s mouth to get at that incredible taste. It takes much too long for the realization to hit him: that taste is Angel, just Angel, finally with no barriers between them.
Aki jolts away again, his breathing ragged. His body so badly wants to keep going, but he denies himself and steps back, wiping his mouth on the back of his hand. He stares at the mess left behind, his own blood indistinguishable from Angel’s. It makes him want to spill even more.
“What now?” Angel asks.
Aki looks at him and sees all the ways he could hurt Angel, all the places he could cut and claw and bite—yet, in the same moment, he sees the ways he could bring Angel bliss. Pain and pleasure, now impossibly intertwined.
“I have an idea,” Aki says.
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Desperate to alleviate the tension between them, Aki and Angel form a contract bathed in blood. Neither of them are prepared for what follows.
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Bookmarked by Faenaussa
05 Dec 2025
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Insanely beautiful gore, absolutely heartwrenching love. Wonderful storytelling.
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"So?" He bristles. Sometimes Aki finds ways to slip under his skin that are entirely too similar to how Angel likes to slip under his. "You were the one saying we had to leave, getting all worried," he accuses, almost out of resentment.
"Maybe I wouldn't have been so worried if I knew what was going on with you."
Angel pauses mid-lick, disarmed. That is not the same as Aki biting the hook, falling for his bait. It's an admission. One he didn't expect Aki to hand over so easily after so many pretenses.
He looks up at Aki again, his blue eyes, dark and as stormy as the sky above them. This time, Aki's frown doesn't seem like an expression of disdain or disapproval. There's something tender in his face. Real concern, perhaps. Perhaps something else. Something that makes Angel's nostrils flare and his stomach sweep. He never allows himself to believe what he wants to see.
After being branded by a peculiar marking on his womb, Angel tries to ignore newfound desires. Aki finds himself disguising mercy as touch, knowing intimacy with a devil could never be too different from slaughter.
Bookmarked by Faenaussa
29 Nov 2025
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Absolutely galaxy brain, evocative, exquisite, so fucking good I'm clawing the walls about it ANYWAY