7 Works by Feargach
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“So uh,” Dean’s voice starts to crack, and he has to blink back some tears. Stupid. He’s gotta say it before he chickens out. He wants Cas to know. “Part of me is kinda– kinda glad you got that. With him. ‘Cause I don't know if I’d be able to give you all that. Even if I want to.”
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- Part 2 of Should Have Known When We Began
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Naomi makes Castiel kill Dean, again and again.
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- Part 4 of codas etc
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It’s only Ed and Harry who think they’re real paranormal investigators, Dean’s just along for the ride. The abandoned buildings are cool, and it’s a pretty good distraction from the indignities of his real life– taking care of Sammy, keeping up at school, and trying to figure out if he drunkenly confessed his gay feelings to that one weird guy who keeps showing up at Charlie’s events.
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You're a Mirror I Cannot Avoid by Feargach, violethoure666
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
12 Oct 2025
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“To think, if you weren’t so–” Crowley squeezes Dean through his jeans. “Repressed. That could be you there, writhing in his lap.”
Or; Crowley shows Dean what he's missing when Huntercorp Dean and Castiel get close.
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- Part 1 of Should Have Known When We Began
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Castiel opened another cassette box and began reading the insert of that one, annoyed enough with his friend that he was willing to let the human stew in his unasked questions. If Dean ever got around to asking the real question, he'd pay more attention then. Which was never going to happen.
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- Part 2 of codas etc
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When the road blurred once and then twice within the span of seven seconds, Dean hit the blinker and pulled off sharply to the right lane. There was a rest stop just ahead that he crawled to, exhausted and ready to close his eyes for an hour. It had been a taxing day.
“What are we doing?” Emmanuel asked, pinching his eyebrows together in an oh-so-Cas expression.
“I’m going to drive us into a ditch if I don’t pull off, man,” Dean said, rubbing his eyes. “Another hour or two isn’t going to kill Sammy.”
He hoped.
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- Part 1 of codas etc
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Dean wakes up in 2003 in a motel room, overcome with grief at what he lived through and fearful that he'll have to do it again.
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A large warm hand was holding Dean’s shoulder, shaking him lightly.
“Dean.”
Dean swatted at the hand, mildly surprised when it didn’t let go. People usually gave him a wide berth when he was asleep now, unsure what reaction he'd have from being woken up suddenly. The hand dug in harder, could feel the blunt fingertips push in under his collar bone.
“Dean, come on.”
Dean opened his eyes, ready to tell off Cas or Sam— whoever it was— for waking him so soon after he lay down. John Winchester stared down at him, brows knotted together with a grim look. Dean nearly launched himself backwards off the bed, banging his head sharply on the motel headboard and pressing himself bodily against it— far away as possible from the spectre in front of him.
