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    [No-Crash AU]

    In the Spring of 1996, Jackie reads Shauna's journal and they go their separate ways.

    In the Winter of 2000, they run into each other at the Taylors' yearly Christmas party and everything begins again.

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    Shauna and Jackie fight and cut contact, have hate sex at a Christmas party in Jackie's old bedroom when they see each other again four years later, and ruin their twenties trying to figure out how to deal with loving someone they haven’t learned how to forgive.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    After the rescue, Natalie forges a strange new connection with Lottie from within a hospital room.

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    Nat and Lottie find a way to help each other deal with the lasting impact of the crash. It hurts, and that's exactly why it works.

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    15 Apr 2025

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    Natalie nods slowly.
    “So this… this is a cult. You’re all… ritualistic murderers?”
    Lottie scoffs.
    “Well,” she says. “We really prefer to think of them as intentional sacrifices.”

    Natalie enrolls in college to get away from home after her father dies, but she quickly becomes obsessed with a strange, cult-like group of English students on campus, led by Lottie Matthews.

    Inspired by The Secret History by Donna Tartt.

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    13 Apr 2025

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    What if Lottie and Nat hooked up the night of the party before leaving for Nationals and it sets off a chain of events that land them in a completely different scenario?

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    LottieNat fucking changes the course of their fate ‘cause they’re just built different.)

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    25 Mar 2025

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    She feels terrible about it, and it’s selfish, but she really wants Natalie and Travis to break up. She knows it's not going to happen, but she can’t help how she's a little in love with her, and she knows that feeling isn’t going away. She's tried and it isn't fucking happening.

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    24 Mar 2025