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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    安的脚是粗糙的,像所有缅甸男孩一样。在安还不及格朗泰尔腹部高时,他就曾剃度、曾参拜、曾祈祷,曾随母亲赤裸着这双脚走到令盲者能视、聋者能听和哑者能言的瑞德宫,在阿难伽叶的袍和金翅鸟的像前长跪。安脚掌的伤疤和老茧——像柚木的树皮——永远不可能抹去。正像释迦摩尼的脚。将入涅槃的佛陀在大方石上留下的足印遍布毂网轮纹,如同千辐之轮。或者释迦摩尼的脚像安的。
    耶稣也有这样的脚。格朗泰尔对自己说。他的母亲在圣烛下给他诵读《四福音书》;在八岁的格朗泰尔的梦境里,以马内利头戴棘冠,负十字架走向加尔略瓦山。圣徒的脚底流血生茧。格朗泰尔看着安的脚。他脚底皮肤的褶皱里刻着沙砾、泥土和尘埃。
    格朗泰尔说不清那双脚更像释迦摩尼的,还是耶稣的。又或者这三者本就共为一体。且让他剩下皮,且让他剩下腱,且让他剩下骨头,且让他的血肉干枯——否则他的求索绝无止日。

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    缅甸二战时期AU,缅共学生领袖!Ex驻缅英军!R。
    也许会有大幅修改。

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    14 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    “我要你带我回墨西哥。”
    格朗泰尔眨了眨眼睛,没能理解这句话的意思。
    安灼拉叹了口气,坐在了格朗泰尔面前。“我要你以赏金猎人的身份,将我交给墨西哥政府。”
    “你是,呃,”格朗泰尔迟疑地开口,“在胁迫我抓捕你?”

     

    19世纪末美国西部背景
    墨西哥流亡革命家E×赏金猎人R

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    12 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    'This one's dangerous,' says the officer, as he unlocks the door of the cell. 'So don't go feeling sorry for him.'

    Grantaire looks at the face of the man they're chaining to the floor with idle curiosity, and then again, with something more than that. Young, too young, maybe nineteen or twenty. Full lips, long lines for cheekbones, sullen blue eyes. Has Grantaire seen him before? Is that teasing sense of familiarity the reason why he can't look away?

     

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    grantaire is assigned to guard enjolras in prison. he is predictably bad at it.

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    04 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    Grantaire is supposed to be a man of the world, but he's shocked, and he handles it badly. “I beg your pardon?” he asks, and then, a heartbeat later, “I never proposed any such thing!”

    Enjolras goes red and then white in quick succession. “I apologise,” he says. Even his full mouth has blanched, thinning down to a disciplined, painful-looking line. “I must have misunderstood.”

    “I take no offense,” Grantaire says hurriedly, which is at least somewhat better, “indeed, I am flattered –”

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    Enjolras decides to take Grantaire up on his longtime offer. Only, Grantaire, as Hugo puts it, has long admired Enjolras' "chaste, healthy, firm, upright, hard, candid nature[...] without being clearly aware of it, and without the idea of explaining it to himself having occurred to him."

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    04 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    Grantaire, Enjolras deduces rapidly, wants to be kicked – so he might feel better about his failure with the sculptors. Any guilt he might feel will be relieved by receiving such rebuke. He wants Enjolras to take himself violently off the false pedestal Grantaire himself has so helpfully placed him upon.

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    04 Jan 2026