Fruit_and_Smoke
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"Anxiety attacks have become normal over the past few months. Naturally, they’re held in secret so as to ‘not risk the strong image and quiet edge’ that Haru holds on the competitive world- quoth Ryuuji. Right now, it’s only his mental and emotional agony, but it’s only a matter of time; if he keeps pushing it with his current, more aggressive form, he’s going to get hurt, and then he’ll have to hide that pain too.
But it doesn’t matter to anyone else.
How could it when he’s ‘Haru’?"
A devastating panic attack leaves Haru helpless to resist when a well-intentioned Rin returns to him.
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- Part 1 of Tan's RinHaru Fix It Fics
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19 Nov 2025
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Haru keeps looking at him. And his expression has shifted now—he’s not so determined anymore, because there’s a frailness to it that Rin’s only seen a handful of times in the years he’s known Haru. Like he’s balancing a lot on this. Like he’s hoping Rin will trust him with something like he’s had to trust Rin with feeling inferior.
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19 Nov 2025
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"If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more"
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Hare stops at the crossing. The barrier goes down and Haru knows Rin is standing on the other side before he sees him. It’s like they are back in middle school. Their gaze meets for a second and the train passes, and while it blocks his sight Haru sees his life flashing before his eyes. Their lives. All the moments they shared together, the good and the bad, especially the last, busy year that just ended.And within the few seconds that separate him from running to Rin’s side again, Haru manages to sort out the feelings that had been boiling in his veins since the moment they met.
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25 Jun 2025