Gabe_803
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Even though Hyunjin calls himself a romantic, he doesn’t want to actually feel like one. Those emotions weren’t made for him. They rip people apart, and Hyunjin doesn’t have the tools to put himself back together again. He barely made it the last time.
But when Bang Chan, a transfer student who decides to join the drama club production of Grease on a whim, barrels into his life, he might not have a choice but to fall.
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“I started to like myself when he died. I never could before. I would always have his voice in my head, saying I’m too much, I’m too sensitive, I need to grow some balls.” Hyunjin is panting now, and he feels so fucking good. “He said that I was weak for having any feelings besides anger; what he didn’t know was that I was angrier than him most of the time. I hated him with everything I am, and I still do, but it took so much energy to hate him that it started to morph into self-hatred. I started to believe him at some point, and obviously I still do believe him, but I don’t want to anymore.
“He’s had his claws in me for too long, Chan,” Hyunjin groans, and he watches as Chan licks his lips. “He’s dead, but I still feel him watching me. I hate it, but it’s there. It gets quiet sometimes, but when I get stressed, it all comes rushing back, and I feel like I need to leave everyone behind because I’m not good enough to be around them.”
“You are!” Chan protests, reaching out to cup Hyunjin’s jaw. His hand is so warm in the cool night air, so strong against his frail skin.
Maybe it’s strong enough to hold him up when he can’t do it himself.
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- Part 1 of The HyunChan Chronicals
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If nobody knows Kyotani's weaknesses then nobody can hurt him with said weaknesses.
That’s why he has never stated his love for volleyball to anyone except for his old mentor, nor has he shown his sketches to anyone but his older sister, and don’t even ask him about his paintings because the gods know that he’ll deny ever having touched a paintbrush before he admits he pours his feelings onto cotton paper with watercolours on a weekly basis.
Oh, and that pesky crush on Yahaba, his darkest secret of all, buried under so much denial that he can practically pretend it doesn’t exist anymore...
Except during practice, when Yahaba walks around like he owns the place, carrying his new captain’s title with him like a gold medal. Or in the locker room, when Yahaba struts out of the showers in nothing but a towel, and Kyotani has to restrain himself from staring.
(Oh, and the time Yahaba threw him against a whole ass wall... but we don’t talk about that.)
But barring those exceptions, Kyotani has been successful in his denial.
Or so he thought.
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When Yahaba Shigeru, an aspiring rock star, gets dumped in the worst way possible by the worst possible man, nobody can blame him for being angry.
With the help of a rag-tag team of six, he creates something vengeful, incredible, and breathtaking. After all, it's easier to cultivate rage than to nurture a bleeding heart, especially for someone who has been practicing the art of repression for so many years.
But when the rage starts to run out, where will he go? What will he do? Will he still be himself?
Will he be anything?
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If you notice any grammar/spelling mistakes, don't hesitate to let me know! I always miss them during editing
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Edited: 16/01/2025
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Adventures through third year, denial, confessions, and an almost-stolen bike.
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Edited: 24/18/08
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It's been weeks since Hyunjin slept with Minah's dad and he's having DWS - Dick Withdrawal Symptoms. He needs to see the man again and he needs him now.
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the followup for the self indulgent Stacy's Mom dilf Chan fic
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- Part 2 of SKZ Stacy's Mom tomfoolery
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30 Dec 2025
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Hyunjin gets invited to study with the school's most popular girl who may or may not have set her sights on him.
Hyunjin's sights, however, are set on a man he meets at the girl's house - her father.
OR the obligatory Stacy's Mom fic every fandom needs.
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- Part 1 of SKZ Stacy's Mom tomfoolery
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A week in the life of Christopher Bang’s executive assistant, Hyunjin Hwang.
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Hwang Hyunjin is the number one camboy on his website until a newbie decides to steal his spot.
He's not happy about it.
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Chan:
so genie isn’t gonna be in racy lingerie and jerking off?I.N:
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keep ur mind open hyungOR: Chan is a video game streamer who gets [lovingly] bullied into joining an adult cam site, and Jeongin just so happens to have a few friends to recommend. Chan is an immediate simp for 'Genie', who grants him a birthday wish.
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- Part 1 of up all night
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03 Aug 2025
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Omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg
The hopeful ending killed me I need more