GirlPower007
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Tired, that's how I felt all day. I love my work, my fans, my members.... But do they love me? I shouldn't wonder but I can't think of being appreciated. Everything I'm doing, everything I'm sacrificing, including my health, is not repaid with either the love of the Stay or the love of my members, my family.... Can I still consider them my family. Too much stress, too much work, too many expectations and no one to count on, how long can I continue like this? I just keep thinking that if I left, no one would miss me, not the Stay, not my members, not even my family... What keeps me alive is only the pain I feel every time I lock myself in the bathroom, when I see that red liquid running down my arm I feel free, nothing can make me feel something like them, not even food. What if I make it all stop? What if I leave forever? What if the voices in my head finally went away? What would people think of me? Maybe they would label me as "The idol too weak to bear some pain" but I would never know.... Maybe it's better this way, maybe eternal darkness is better than an eternity of pain.
Or: Seungmin feels excluded from everything and falls into bad habits, will the Stray Kids understand what they have caused?
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Something nearby is on fire, he can hear it crackling, but his senses are too overwhelmed. All he can hear is his heart hammering inside his ears. All he can smell is the metallic blood now soaking into his socks, shoes forgotten in the scuffle.
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30 May 2024
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How to take care of your dog-hybrid boyfriend: a Guide to Survival™ by Stray Kids
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The shenanigans of human Stray Kids and their overeager and very enthusiastic dog-hybrid boyfriend, Kim Seungmin.
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29 May 2024
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In which Seungmin is secretly a little. What will happen if the rest of Stray Kids find out?
(it's not as dramatic as it sounds, there will be ups and downs but overall it will remain soft and fluffy!!)Series
- Part 1 of The Dino Boy AU
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03 Apr 2024
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Seungmin knew he wasn’t special.
He tried countless times to gain his members' attention and affection, however, each attempt only ended in failure. Seungmin might’ve been the second youngest member in his group but he never felt like it; compared to their maknae, Seungmin felt like nothing but a second thought.
Living unnoticed became Seungmin’s second nature— However, the longer his insecurities piled up, the further he found himself spiraling towards his breaking point, his insecurities overtaking his life and dragging his members down alongside him.
Maybe Seungmin didn’t deserve to be loved. And if no one truly loved him maybe Seungmin needed to work for it. Maybe Seungmin needed to change himself. Maybe Seungmin lost sight of who mattered most.
Maybe Seungmin lost himself in the process.
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Bookmarked by GirlPower007
02 Apr 2024
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seungmin and changbin love to watch stays' analyses of different ships, especially ones including one of them. as it stands, however, both of them are incredibly jealous (and cute when they are jealous!). nonetheless they always manage to work it out. after all, two jealous people suit each other, right?
(and maybe, one day, they will decide to stop confusing and teasing Stay and announce their relationship publicly)
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19 Mar 2024