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    Ash and Eiji meet again for the first time.

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    Nearly eight years after Ash’s death, Eiji has given up hope that he’ll ever be able to move on. He tried once, and it almost killed him. It’s been almost a decade, yet he still can’t shake the feeling that somehow Ash is out there watching him, judging him for even entertaining the thought of moving on. Now, with each passing day, he drifts dangerously closer to death’s beckoning call. Fortunately, Sing, who has become his closest friend, refuses to leave his side. Although Eiji appreciates his friend’s concern, he can’t help but wonder if Sing’s friendship is rooted in something deeper, something he can’t reciprocate.

    “How’s he fairing this year?”

    “Not good.”

    “But better than last year, I assume?”

    “Worse.”

    “Surely, he couldn’t be worse.”

    “He is. At least last year he was trying to be happy. This year… I haven’t seen him this bad in some time.”

    “Does he have anyone?”

    “He has Sing.”

    “He always has Sing.”

    “Well, what did you mean then?”

    “Any lovers this year?”

    “No one since last year. I’ve been watching.”

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    Tomorrow morning Eiji would finish up the laundry and scrub out all the bloodstains. He would pad around the apartment and throw away the towels that weren’t worth saving and add rubbing alcohol to their grocery list, making sure they were well prepared for the next makeshift surgery.

    Tomorrow afternoon Ash would swallow down three Advil dry and take a shower and check up on his boys, making sure they were well prepared for the upcoming gang war. He would buy more bullets and forget how Eiji looked at him.

    But right now, in that gentle aftermath, Ash let himself feel it all. The shame and the pain and the care that congealed across a ruddy wound.

    "Are you okay?"

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    No one can unring this bell
    Unsound this alarm, unbreak my heart new
    God knows, I am dissonance
    Waiting to be swiftly pulled into tune

    — Sleeping At Last, Mercury

    Eiji grapples with the news of Ash's death.
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    Ghost writes a Banana Fish fix-it fic.

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    14 Feb 2025