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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    The '90s. SOFAD. Martin plays with candles and David's body.

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    27 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Yet another one I wrote on the train on my way home. Sorry if it’s too much fluff, but I was kinda in an emotional mood while listening to the song below. Enjoy!

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    18 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    When drugs are not involved and you manage to break away from the eyes of annoying fans...
    When the concert ends and you can finally calmly exhale... What happens in the room of the vocalist of Depeche Mode?

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    13 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dave's way to fight insomnia.

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    13 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    One would figure you're in two separate hotel rooms you'll be left alone. But this is a bored Dave we're talking about.

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    02 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 2

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    "Do you know that feeling? When you're underwater. Way down below. Where it's cold and dark and where the pressure is so huge that you feel like it's slowly tearing you apart? And you can only exist and breathe down there because you have an oxygen tank on your back? That's how I felt. All those years."
    Having reached the absolute low point in his love life, Martin is on the verge of drowning in all his pain and sorrow (and in too much alcohol). And then there's David, who comes into his hotel room on a cold winter night shortly before work begins in the studio, to drown him once and for all. Or what else could he want from him? He, who had obviously learned how to breathe underwater without him. // Playing The Angel

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    27 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 2

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    Basildon, 1978. Andy Fletcher finds himself in a sticky situation and Martin Gore ponders the future.

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    10 Sep 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 4

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    1984 - Depeche Mode are in Berlin recording "Some Great Reward" at Hansa Tonstudio. Martin and Alan have an argument and Alan has to extend an olive branch in order to get the recording session back on track.

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    10 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 2

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    The '90s. ULTRA. First meeting in the studio after a long while.

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    04 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dave's been acting cheeky, almost too cheeky. Martin finds out why.

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    26 Aug 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 1

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    The "adventures" of Depeche Mode in Berlin in the 1980s. Ratings will vary.

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    17 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 1

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    Nachdem sie den ersten Abschnitt der Exciter-Tour durch Amerika erfolgreich absolviert haben, reisen David und Martin weiter nach Tallinn, der Hauptstadt Estlands, und erhalten an ihrem freien Tag vom Bürgermeister der Stadt die besondere Ehre, die beiden heiligen Glocken im Kirchturm läuten zu dürfen. Und nicht nur David fühlt sich an diesem Tag seinem persönlichen Himmel besonders nah, sondern auch Martin. Vielleicht auch etwas… zu nah. // Exciter

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    10 Aug 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 1

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    Twenty minutes that changed Alan and Martin's lives forever.

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    17 Jul 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 1

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    Alan strolls to the piano and crouches down. “Don’t make me say it, Mart.”

    Martin looks away. “Say what?”

    “You’re being a cunt,” Alan tells him. “And our server's not going to give you another drink until you put your top back on. She told me.” She hadn’t.

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    11 Jul 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 2

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    The '90s. Violator. Dreaming of something they could never have.

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    02 Jul 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 4

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    While in Chile during an exhausting tour, Kurt Cobain dies. Through their grief and honesty, Mart and Dave discover what is really important.

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    26 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 2

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    February 2023. After an interview. David and Martin are getting "reacquainted" with each other.

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    19 Jun 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 4

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    Five times Martin said goodbye. Originally posted to LJ in 2010.

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    18 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sometimes they just need to get away.

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    18 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 1

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    Nach Davids erfolgreichem Drogenentzug treffen sich David und Martin im Studio, um am angefangenen Album weiterzuarbeiten. David wird während dieses Treffens von vielen Ängsten begleitet, aber auch von der Hoffnung auf einen Neuanfang. // Ultra

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    11 Jun 2025

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