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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Ilya Rozanov doesn't get sick. He just doesn't.
    And even if he was, he can suck it up. He is not about to miss a game because of a stupid cold.

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    Ilya is a stubborn idiot that really needs to be taken care of.

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    16 May 2026

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    “Did J.J. try to set you up with that guy?” Hayden asked.

    Shane nodded, then frowned. "Why didn't you, like, discourage him?"

    "That dude sounded perfect for you.” Hayden immediately held his hands up as outrage flashed across Shane’s features. “What? I just think you can do better!”

    Shane’s mouth dropped open.

    “For fuck’s sake, Hayden.”

    Hayden laughed as he crossed the room and dropped down onto the bench beside him, nudging Shane’s arm with his elbow.

    “I’m kidding. Mostly. Besides-”

    Shane closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.

    “It’s not funny.”

    “Hey,” Hayden said in a conciliatory tone, though there was no real apology in it. “Look. I fucking hate the guy, but if he’s what you want…”

    The words chafed. It felt wrong, all wrong, like someone humoring a bad decision. Like of course Shane could do better, should want better. Like it was obvious.

    Shane saw red.

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    14 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Something Shane did hear, though, were –

    “Skates?” he mumbled, confused as to why he could hear the scratch of blades on the ice. He followed the sound to a more a secluded section of the lake, hidden behind some trees, and couldn’t believe his eyes.

    Ilya, his curls mostly covered by a woolen beanie, in long, comfortable-looking leggings and a training jacket, which was a lot less bulky than Shane’s cotton-lined coat. He was doing some beautiful spins out on the ice. Shane also noticed the skates Ilya wore were definitely not hockey skates but proper figure skating ones!

    Still mostly obscured by the trees, Shane kept watching his boyfriend effortlessly sliding across the ice. Ilya executed some spins, step sequences and even a few jumps, like he had never done anything else. Even if Shane had never been able to distinguish all the different types of jumps just from watching...

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    Ilya did figure skating, when he was younger. Now, he rarely found time to do so, but once he finally did, he embarrassed himself in front of Shane.

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    14 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    Ilya processes trauma, masculinity, shame, and pressure from his family. With Shane, he learns to accept himself and accept that what happened to him wasn't okay.

     

    *I know this doesn't follow canon timeline, but here we are

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    13 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ilya is home alone at the cottage during a summer storm. He has plans for Shane when he gets home, but an intruder has other plans for him.

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    12 May 2026