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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    “I don’t know, Satoru, I’m all messed up. What I do know is that it makes me sick to see you with other people. It’s envy.”

    He’s not going to say jealousy. He’s not about to self-destruct like that.

    But Satoru gets it, because he smiles.

    “Is that what made you mad about that girl the other day?”

    “No, I got pissed then because you were being an asshole.”

     

    or, Suguru has the impression that Satoru gropes him as much as he possibly can. He thinks he has that exclusive right to Satoru’s touch, until he realizes Satoru is that handsy with everyone. For whatever reason, his stomach twists when he sees him grabbing the buckle of Shoko’s pants, or the arm of his friend from university.

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    24 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    “You’re staring, Suguru.” There’s a teasing lilt to his voice. Flirtatious, maybe, if it had been anyone but Satoru. And so he forces himself to laugh, to take it as the joke it was meant to be and pull his eyes away from the curl of his smile, back to the water before them.

    “Guess so.” His pulse surges in his head like the tide. “Lots to see.”

    Suguru and Satoru spent their childhood summers inseparable, running wild through the trees and surf of Kamakura, as close as two boys could be. But one summer changed everything and that year when Satoru went back home to Kyoto like he always did, he did not return. Suguru has not seen him since.

    Five years later when Satoru reappears, he slips easy back into Suguru’s life. It's a life Suguru thought he had figured out, a life he thought would never change. But they are not boys anymore, and the responsibility of adulthood weighs heavy. Is there any way to make those perfect summers last forever? To find that warm place beneath the sun they could be together, safe and free?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    The last remnants of sunset ripple across Satoru’s chest when he takes off his shirt, casting golden highlights on his abs and scars. The jagged lines left behind from his brush with death shimmer on his throat and frighteningly close to his heart, run diagonal from his neck all the way down to his hip. His glasses clatter to the floor together with his shirt, hair glowing radiant like a halo. Suguru loves him so, so much.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “I feel like I’ve told you this before,” Satoru sighs eventually, still refusing to meet Suguru’s eyes. “I don’t— trust other people to touch me.”

    Suguru lifts an eyebrow. “You don’t trust me?”

    (or: Suguru just wants to touch Satoru without the barrier. Despite not allowing himself to be touched in years, Satoru lets him.)

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    27 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 78

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    Satoru gnaws at the fleshy lining of his cheeks, trying to avoid looking him in the eyes. “I need tampons.”

    And any speculation Satoru had about Suguru’s gender identity evaporates in thin air as the man proceeds to experience the cis-male equivalent of a Windows computer blue screening mid-start-up.

    “Tampons? Why do you need tampons?”

    Satoru blinks, counts ten in his head, and gives Suguru his most unimpressed stare.

    Cape Cod, Massachusetts, is a scenic 70-mile stretch of coast with Provincetown at its northern end. Satoru arrives seeking a peaceful end and unexpectedly finds the love of his life.

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    05 Oct 2025