IHateFanfics
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Ghost, under threat of another psychological evaluation from both his CO and therapist, has been forced to partake in a penpal programme with another soldier in order to "practise empathy" and "re-establish human connection." He hates it until he doesn't.
MacTavish willingly volunteers for the SAS's new penpal programme because what the hell, it could be fun. And when his penpal ends up being adorably emotionally constipated, well, that certainly doesn't hurt.
Bookmarked by IHateFanfics
11 Jan 2026
-
Tags
Summary
The physical pain was fucking slight in comparison to the internal agony that twisted through him once he was relatively out of sight. The disgrace choked him–the longing. The wishing. The wishing that was just as shameful as his inability to perform basic fucking tasks.
Wishing, wishing that he knew what’d made Ghost pay attention to him that night. What had made him offer himself that one precious time. Wishing he knew how to recreate the circumstances.
Because all he wanted was the affection that he didn’t think Ghost would ever offer him again. Could ever really offer him. Soap wondered if he’d imagined the whole thing. He wondered if he begged…if he begged, would Ghost tell him?
Bookmarked by IHateFanfics
22 Dec 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Soap’s been enduring weeks of field work – cramped tents, ration packs, and Ghost’s charming personality. They’re both tired. Pent up. Who could blame them for needing a little relief?
It’s not gay if you're thinking about your girlfriend.
•OR•
The one where Ghost acts like he’s above having gay sex while fucking another man into a near-death experience
Bookmarked by IHateFanfics
20 Nov 2025
-
Tags
Summary
Simon had thought about this. Thought of seeing Soap again, of what he’d say. Fuck knows he had endless hours of loneliness to fill. To think and think some more. To overthink his fucking thinking. To rehearse bullshit conversations he’d never have. Catastrophize, wish for encounters that would never come to pass. Hate himself for hoping, hoping so loud he gave himself a bloody headache.
But here was his chance, one of those conversations laid out before him, waiting to be had, and all Simon could say was, “Johnny, let go.”
Many years after they've both left the service, Simon and Johnny get another chance at their almost relationship.
Bookmarked by IHateFanfics
19 Nov 2025
-
for what you have tamed by narramin for yourvaliants
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
08 Jan 2024
Tags
Summary
Price searches the face of his Lieutenant, the smudged paint, his dull brown eyes, and he holds out his hand, letting it hover by Simon’s face, in an open offer. “You can do it alone, if that’s what you want. But I don’t think that’s what you want, do you?”
Simon closes his eyes and he tilts his head, letting Price touch him; the curve of strong bones, the unfamiliar, rough, blond stubble peppered across his jaw. He exhales, long and soft, breath animal-warm against Price’s hand; still very much alive for someone dead. “You sure? You’d do it?” he mutters, glassy eyes sliding open, intense gaze looking right into Price’s soul.
“Yes,” Price holds his gaze, firm and unyielding. “I won’t make you do this alone.”
---
For the promt: Ghost gets bitten by a zombie, and it’s the final hours before he turns. Soap has been dead for more than a year. But Ghost still has Price. He's had Price for a long time.
Bookmarked by IHateFanfics
06 Aug 2025