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   Zack Martin isn't doing so great by Id_Rather_Have_Cake

   Fandoms: Suite Life on Deck  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Mar 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Cody Martin & Zack Martin
   • Zack Martin & Mr. Moseby
   • Zack Martin & Woody Fink
   • Zack Martin/Woody Fink
   • Zack Martin
   • Cody Martin
   • Mr. Moseby
   • Bailey Pickett
   • Carey Martin
   • Woody Fink
   • Zack Martin-centric
   • Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Self-Hatred
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Angst
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Author's first language isn't English
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Zack Martin Needs a Hug
   • Zack Is Queer
   • It's Not Very Important Though - Freeform
   • More tags to be added

   Summary

   Zack was the dumb twin. And it hurt.
   He knew he wasn’t the smartest in the room, and that he was nowhere near Cody’s level. But didn’t he have anything else going for him? There must be something else to him. But nothing came to mind when he thought about it. His thoughts were slow, and he couldn’t quite reach them. Every time he tried to focus in on them they disappeared. It was like his brain was filled with syrup.

   In which Zack isn't doing great, and struggles with finding the will to live. Will someone notice and get him the help he needs? Or will it end like he thinks it will, on the bottom of the ocean with a weight tied around his foot?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   23,137

   Chapters:

   14/14

   Comments:

   52

   Kudos:

   60

   Bookmarks:

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