Ivy_Riddle
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""You can’t tell anyone. It’s our secret."
He doesn't answer.
Xiao is 7 years old and he's never really been one to talk anyway."OR
Venti is a victim of child abuse. He asks Xiao to never tell anyone.
The day the Child Protective Services come to Venti's home when he's 11 years old, he's sure of only one thing : Xiao betrayed him and ruined everything.
They were never able to clear things up between them and did not see each other for 6 years.(Just a little friends to i don't really know what to lovers with autistic Xiao (because I said so) and PTSD/eating disorders Venti (because i said so too.))
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"Who?" Till's voice came out choked, barely audible. "Who is it, Ivan?"
Shame burned in Ivan's cheeks in contrast to the cold dread coiling in his chest. Each ragged breath felt like sandpaper against his raw vocal cords. "It's..." he started, then trailed off, the confession caught in his throat like another blooming petal.
Something flickered in Till's eyes. "Ivan, please," he pleaded, his voice cracking. "Just tell me. We can figure out something, they can love you back, you will be fine-" The desperation in Till's voice, raw and open, sent a fresh wave of pain through Ivan. He wanted nothing more than to confess but the words refused to leave his mouth.
aka
ivantill hanahaki au where they both know and still nothing changes because you can’t force anyone to fall in love and while till loves ivan, he isn’t IN love with him and the guilt kills him just the same as the flowers do for ivan. that I talked about on twitter yesterday (actually today at 12:46 am but close enough)
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- Part 4 of Ivantill brainrotting
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28 Jan 2026
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“You're so miserable."
"I'm aware."
"Do better."
"Yes, Noona."
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Sua remembers her past life at the ripe age of four. Imagine her surprise when Ivan turns out to be her father’s affair baby.
A new life means new choices.
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01 Jan 2026
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“When I get famous, I’ll steal you away from them. Then you can study something you actually like. Not this… Business shit.”
“I’ll be the great Till’s little housewife?” Ivan teases, and that grabs Till’s attention away from his frustration. The frown on his face turns into fond annoyance.
Despite his expression, Till’s response is genuine, “If that’s what you want,” he says, before smiling, small and soft, “or you could study the stars. Teach me what they mean the next time the sky’s clear enough to see all of them.”
Ivan softens, looking at Till with the warmest look in his eyes, “You don’t want to just learn them yourself?”
“Things are better when you say them.” Till says, earnestly. Ivan is gripped with affection, and the need to pepper kisses all over his face.
(But he can’t. He hasn’t been able to for months. It’s starting to drive him insane.)
or;
Ivan tries to survive college with his only support system miles away from him. It goes as well as you think.
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