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• And I don't think I'm coming back this time by Jacobbutnot

  Fandoms: Homestuck  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No category
  • Work in Progress

  02 Oct 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • John Egbert & Jade Harley
  • Rose Lalonde/Kanaya Maryam
  • Roxy Lalonde
  • John Egbert
  • Jade Harley
  • June Egbert
  • there are others in it but they aren't important yet
  • Rose Lalonde
  • Kanaya Maryam
  • Jane Crocker
  • Eventual June Egbert
  • Pre-Transition June Egbert
  • Suicide
  • Grief/Mourning
  • Sleepovers
  • Not Epilogue Compliant
  • Johns a little forgetful
  • Post-Canon
  • John and jade siblings means everything to me
  • nothing bad will happen to them turst
  • Lies
  • maybe a bit ooc idk
  • no beta we die like the majority of the Homestuck cast at one point
  • Gender Dysphoria
  • Impostor Syndrome
  • i guess
  • Self-Harm
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide Attempts
  • Title from a Cavetown Song
  • Angst
  • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
  • Unreliable Narrator

  Summary

  JOHN: what would you do if i did die?

  JADE: ...

  JADE: like in the bathroom?

  JOHN: uh, like, in general...

  John hasn't been doing too good, so Jade sleeps over at his house on his birthday.
  Unfortunately, it does not end well... For one of them.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,252

  Chapters:

  2/?

  Comments:

  9

  Kudos:

  26

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  253

• Teehee~ The intrusive thoughts are getting in the way of your suicide~! by Jacobbutnot

  Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • No category
  • Work in Progress

  19 Mar 2024

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Siffrin (In Stars And Time)
  • Mirabelle (In Stars And Time)
  • Bonnie (In Stars And Time)
  • Odile (In Stars And Time)
  • Isabeau (In Stars And Time)
  • Self-Harm
  • Murder
  • intrusive-thoughts
  • Suicide
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Spoilers
  • Angst
  • Canon Temporary Character Death
  • Siffrin isn't doing to well
  • Blood
  • Time Loop
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

  Summary

  Every time you pull out your dagger you hear these intrusive thoughts. You hate them and you wish they would go away.
  But every time you try to force them out, they seem to get louder... and louder...

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,035

  Chapters:

  1/?

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  56

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  579