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    The last full and coherent thought I had was of Achilles as I wondered if he’d too felt the burn of immortality as his mother dipped him into the Styx; if that water washing over him had burned like the venom rushing through me did.

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    When Bella is bitten by Laurent yet saved by Jacob before he can finish killing her, she's left to transition alone. But the venom in her veins burns away more than her mortality, and she wakes up a newborn with memories that are few and far between. It should bother her, but what need does she have for memories when she has her coven and her mate?

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    After returning from Volterra and saving Edward, nothing was the same. Bella had a lot on her mind. Now that the Volturi knew of her existence, she would have to comply and become one of them within a year if she didn't want to die. The choice was quite clear; what wasn't so clear was her role in the Cullen family. She didn't want to lose her family again, but she wasn't so sure if she could ever have a relationship with Edward again. Would she be able to forgive and act like nothing had happened? Could she forget all the suffering and stop feeling that emptiness? And most importantly, could she trust him, or them, again? While she was on the plane back to Forks with Alice and Edward, she couldn't stop thinking about all of this. She had the feeling that everyone assumed everything would be the same as before the incident on her birthday. Just because she went to rescue Edward doesn't mean she's forgotten and forgiven everything; she simply didn't want to carry his death on her conscience.

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    "It’s Dr. Wells.

    The Dr. Wells Bobby had sent Buck to, over a year and a half ago.

    The same one he couldn’t quite admit had taken advantage of him, had made him feel numb whenever he tried sharing his feelings, who made it impossible to open up to any other therapist—

    She was there and she had a baby. A baby who couldn’t be more than ten months old. A baby with his blonde hair and bright blue eyes, not her dark hair and dark eyes."

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    Dr. Wells had a baby & never told Buck.

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    title from the song by billie eilish

    pls heed the tags, & i'll be putting warnings at the beginning of each chapter, this is going to be a relatively heavy fic (tho it will be focused on recovery) so pls prioritize your own mental health.

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    14 Sep 2025

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    One simply doesn't kidnap a pregnant lady! Or they might lose their head.
    Like Tyler!

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    It is after she has killed that poor man, and Bonnie stares at her in horror, and Elena has thrown herself in front of her to stop Damon from staking her that Caroline realises everything has changed. She sobs in that tiny toilet and lets Stefan calm her, but she knows this can’t last. Damon has been making his life miserable too and he hasn’t done anything to stop it. How can he possibly help her if he’s not strong enough to go against his brother?

    Caroline flees after the carnival, and ends up in New Orleans.

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