2 Works by Jenanan
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He had lost everything. His son, his status, his squad, his lover, his dignity.
He was so ashamed of himself for not realizing that Varang was just using him. He really thought that Varang loved him.
Ever after since he got betrayed by Varang and the rda turned their backs on him, he wandered through the forests, avoiding the locals and the rda. He was barely surviving, he wanted whatever Eywa was to take him but she never did.
He was tempted to do it himself but for some reason he just couldnt do it,
but then one night he collapsed onto the cold and wet forest ground. He heard footsteps and hoped that whatever it was, it would kill him. -
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Lo'ak after his failed attempt. He begin's to feel even more like an failure for failing with the attempt, so he starts to become self destructive.