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    One thing that Seokjin’s learned after knowing Yoongi for so long is that if he doesn’t want to talk about it, he really doesn’t want to talk about it, and he’ll do anything and everything to dodge the conversation. It’s why it’s so frustrating to deal with him sometimes; he never wants to talk about things, and if Seokjin’s being honest, he too doesn’t want to talk about things, which means that it’s highly possible for the both of them to just exist beautifully in Not-Talking-About-Things harmony. Hoseok and Namjoon have told them repeatedly that it isn’t healthy or mature for them to be acting like this, which is why Seokjin, being the older one, is out here trying his best.

    But Yoongi is stubborn on good days and a downright pain in the ass on bad ones, and after three more times shooting down Seokjin’s attempts to talk about it, Seokjin decides to do what any self-respecting man would:

    He talks to his girlfriend about it.

    (Or: College AU where Yoongi writes an unhinged pining song, and Seokjin just can't get it out of his head.)

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    18 Jun 2025

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    Three months into Suho’s recovery post-coma, it’s Sieun who brings the topic back up.

    It’s almost twelve on a Friday night, and Suho’s half-asleep on Sieun’s couch after they had spent the entire afternoon exploring Yeongdeungpo while Sieun’s sitting on the floor with his legs crossed, back leaning against the couch as he does his homework despite Suho’s attempts to get him to go to bed.

    Sieun’s dad isn’t home, but he never really is anyway. The living room is quiet, save for the scribbling noises Sieun’s mechanical pencil makes against his graphing paper, when Sieun says, “After we graduate, do you think we should go somewhere together?”

    Ahn Suho and Yeon Sieun's road trip to the beach.

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    13 May 2025

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    Sieun knows that his parents just want him to move past it, to get over it, even if they won’t say it out loud. But there’s no moving past it—not as long as Suho stays like this. There’s nothing to propel him forward, nothing to knock him out of this equilibrium.

    In physics, terminal velocity is the maximum constant speed attainable by an object falling through a fluid. It occurs when the sum of the drag force and the buoyancy is equal to the downward force of gravity acting on the object. Once it has been reached, the object has zero acceleration.

    Sieun has been falling for a long, long time.

    Ahn Suho wakes up. They pick it up from there. (Or: Ahn Suho's cram school for one.)

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    13 May 2025

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    “It says that all of the condoms have a silky smooth lubricant for comfort and sensitivity,” Sieun continues, reading off the back of the variety box carefully, “There’s even a flavored kind. I don’t really like green apples though.”

    Something about the earnest, slightly trembling look on Sieun's face sends Suho over the edge.

    He bursts out laughing.

    Sieun makes a muffled, indignant noise from the back of his throat. Suho keeps laughing, tears pooling in his eyes. Green apples. Sieun doesn’t like green apples.

    “Why are you laughing?” Sieun's cheeks are bright red. “Is safe sex a joke to you?”

    Or, Suho and Sieun take their relationship to the next level.

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    13 May 2025

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    How could he begin to tell his best and only friend that he misses him even when they’re together? That even with Suho right in front of him, he feels a hole in his middle—somewhere in his chest, maybe on the top of his stomach—like a pulsing, living thing. Like hunger.

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    13 May 2025