JustHereForNowAndThen



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    It took Shane till the afternoon to ask, which meant he had probably been thinking about it silently all morning, turning it over in his mind.

    “What do you like about it?”

    Shane wants to be shown off. Ilya wants him to get what he wants.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    I am in hell, Ilya thinks. He's awkwardly hard in his cup and layers of gear. He can't focus. How the fuck is Hollander functioning like this? Is he actually so gifted at hockey that he can play at this level and still have space to let the sex demon in his brain run rampant? Is this what he's like all the time? (Now with bonus ch 2!)

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Ilya discovers that he can control time. Now he's on a quest to prevent his mother's suicide.

    Enter Shane Hollander.
    Enter Shane Hollander.
    Enter Shane Hollander.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Ilya's rewinding

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    Ilya was good at noticing things about people, and he was good at understanding them. Shane was not. That was okay. Shane had developed his own way of getting to know Ilya. It involved a lot of inane questions and, more importantly, no longer involved condoms.

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    31 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    Ilya Rozanov was green. A deep forest green pulsing with something Shane couldn't put a name to. It was the first time Shane had ever felt that color, and it was overwhelming. He sees the cigarette poking out of Rozanov's mouth, and he feels like his mind is dissolving in a fever. The green shifts to emulate the ocean at the end of a beach day, all soft and with crashing waves, rippling with the setting sun.

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    Shane gets registered as a telepath when he's seven. He sees (most) colors, flits of sentences, and images, but when he meets Ilya, all he sees is green.

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    30 May 2026

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