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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    25 Apr 2025

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    I’m going to throw up and walk into traffic

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    He laughs hysterically. “Sorry, I’m still processing the fact that you’re offering to…what, make me come? So I stop bothering you?”

    Viktor shrugs. “You are an attractive man, I assure you it would be no hardship.”

    Viktor offers to help Jayce take care of a restless itch, if only so Viktor can concentrate on his work again.

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    17 Mar 2025

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    Jayce knew Viktor well enough by now to know he liked oysters with “goodies” on them, but not on their own; enough to know his favorite dish was roast duck with braised cabbage and dumplings; enough to know he had a massive sweet tooth…

    ...enough to know about his little habit of eating just a little too much, eating until he moaned in discomfort, until he was a mess of stifled burps and little hiccups, until his stomach couldn’t be sucked back in.

    And Viktor? Viktor had no idea Jayce knew about this.

    Or so Jayce thought.


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    Jayce orders dinner for two. Viktor realizes it's all for him.

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    08 Mar 2025

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    Jayce can feel Viktor’s muscles shift underneath his hold, his jaw slackening to obey. He’s making a perfect home for Jayce’s cock, a lax and pliant and wet hole for him to use.

    Again, it’s sacrificial. Generous and saccharine sweet and undeserved, truthfully.

    But who would Jayce be if he didn’t make the most of Viktor’s generosity?

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    08 Feb 2025

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    "I’m a doctor.” Viktor says, frowning as one of the latches on Jayce's brace doesn’t close. “I help people with their backs.”

    “Doctor…?”

    “Dr. Talis.” Viktor says softly. The answer is like a punch to the gut. Jayce has forgotten who he’s talking to. A spouse, in a different life. The notion alone is enough to almost bring those pesky tears back. That insane vulnerability in his brain, the tender and abused place of him that doesn’t know how to quantify such an idea.

    Jayce would give anything to Viktor, be anything for Viktor. And in this universe, he’d been his husband. Had given him his name. A gift that has lasted beyond even death.

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    06 Feb 2025