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Buck stood in the center of the destruction, breathing in ragged gasps. Sweat poured down his face, his back. His t-shirt clung to him, soaked through. But he was freezing. Shaking so hard he could barely stand.
The fire under his skin burned hotter. Something was wrong. Something was happening inside him, twisting and churning and demanding-
Need. Safe. Need safe. Not safe. Need-
Buck's vision tunneled. His body moved without permission, autopilot taking over where conscious thought had fled. Up the stairs. Stumbling, nearly falling. His hands grabbed his comforter, sheets still tangled from this morning, a lifetime ago, and yanked them off the bed.
Down the stairs. Each step a monumental effort. His legs barely worked.
The blankets hit the floor in the only clear space left, near the couch. Not enough. Not enough.
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03 Aug 2026
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Set in season 2. Eddie Diaz has just joined the 118, and grow sick of Buck's bratty attitude very quickly.
Ensue brat tamer Eddie Diaz fucking him into submission.
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19 Jun 2026
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Everyone was perfectly polite to him. They greeted him at the start of the shift and wished him a good 48 off when he left the station, they didn't give him dirty looks at the table and communicated about work. But Buck couldn't remember the last time someone asked him how his weekend was, involved him in a joke, or casually touched him. He couldn't remember the last time anyone touched him on purpose at all. Everyone kept a very safe distance from Buck. He wondered if they were scared he would sue them if they made a wrong move near him.
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Months after the lawsuit Buck is still on the outs with the 118. He is lonely and touch-starved. After a minor injury at work Buck goes home alone, spiralling about his life and how he misses his family. Then Eddie shows up at his door to talk.Bookmarked by Kihaku_Akari
07 Jun 2026
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Post-lawsuit, Buck is broke.
He’s drowning in medical bills and lawyer fees and he has no one to turn to for help.
His chosen family aren’t speaking to him unless it’s to bark orders at him on shift, still pissed about the lawsuit, so Buck suffers in silence.Faced with a medical emergency, Buck calls Eddie to beg. Except, Eddie doesn’t even give Buck a chance to speak when he answers.
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Pre-buddie that becomes buddie
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04 Jun 2026
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He’s never seen Eddie like this before. The tension that has seemed permanent in his body these past few weeks, has completely left his shoulders. The pinched look in his eyes is gone. Over Eddie’s shoulders, Hen and Chim have come to investigate the ruckus, and they both appear just as shocked.
“What’s wrong?” Buck asks, wondering if he’s forgotten some terrible dog allergy from someone in the 118 family. He doesn’t think he has.
Suddenly, Chim turns and shouts, “Cap! Did you know that Peggy’s a dog!?”
Or, Buck gets a dog, the firefam are concerned about his new "girlfriend", and Eddie is definetly NOT losing his mind.
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29 May 2026