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Fifteen years after they meet, twelve years after their breakup, and five years after Jude Bellingham‘s career ending injury, Erling Haaland moves to Real Madrid to be coached by none other than his ex.
Unfulfilled promises, bitter reunions, and unresolved feelings lead them to the present moment, where each of their legacies is tied to the other’s willingness to forgive. If only they weren’t hindered by the inability to forget.
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- Part 2 of Ten Miles too Close, Ten Years too Late
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24 Aug 2026
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Erling smiled — although it felt like a grimace—and excused himself to the bathroom, where he locked himself in a stall and pressed his forehead to the cool metal door, breathing hard. The scent patches on his neck felt useless, flimsy barriers against the onslaught of Jude's scent still lingering in his nose. He'd never reacted like this. Not to any omega, not ever. He'd bedded a few, casually, always with the patches firmly in place and his instincts on a tight leash. It had never been a problem.
He'd never wanted like this.
But Jude was a pup. Seventeen years old, fresh-faced and eager. Erling was twenty already, a fully mature alpha at the peak of his physical prime, and the thought of his own instincts—of the things his alpha wanted to do to that bright eyed teenager—made him feel sick with shame.
He changed his patches that afternoon, pressing fresh ones over his glands with more force than necessary.
It didn't help
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- Part 2 of N's football fics! :D
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17 Aug 2026
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“Oh, Erling,” Jobe sighs dramatically, his tone teasing again, as if reading Jude’s mind. “My big, strong Erling. Oh please won’t you bid for my hand and make me forever yours.”
“Shut up,” Jude laughs, his face crimson now. “You are so cringe. You know it’s not like that. We’re just friends.”
Jobe rolls his eyes playfully.
“We are!” Jude insists. “Come on. Think of what I’m dealing with here. When you turn twenty-one, wouldn’t you rather marry someone you actually like?”
“I know,” Jobe says softly, kissing his brother’s cheek. “I get it. I’m just teasing you. I don’t envy you. I know you wouldn’t be doing this if you didn’t have to. And I want you to find some sort of happiness from your marriage. So if you have to marry someone, it might as well be him.”
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As he approaches his twenty-first birthday, Prince Jude of the Kingdom of Bellingham will be offered to the royal families of the neighbouring kingdoms, so that their eligible alphas may bid for his hand in marriage if they wish. There is one alpha prince who Jude hopes will bid for his hand, but he’s not sure if Erling of Haaland even wants him, and he knows that there are others willing to pursue him…
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- Part 1 of Jude of Haaland
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31 Jul 2026
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“Do you want to fuck any professional players?” He couldn’t shut his mouth.
Erling snorted a little laugh through his nose. “Several.”
“Who?” the question echoed in Jude’s mind, heavy, irresistible. “Someone I know? Someone we’ve played against? Someone on our team?”
And then, even worse, “Me?”
Jude finds out that Erling also likes men.
Tall, athletic men, with a perky, round ass. Which is fine, it's not like it changed who Erling was or their friendship, Jude didn't mind his best friend's sex life.
But, if that's his type, why has he never shown interest in Jude?
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28 Jul 2026
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An unexpected rut leads to a secret child Erling never knew existed.
Jude, an undercover omega. Spends years protecting his son, keeping him a secret and hidden from the media.
But secrets don’t stay buried forever. And that one secret eventually changes everything.
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24 Jul 2026